

Before You Kill Yourself: a suicide prevention podcast.
Leo Flowers
When the pain feels unbearable and we feel alone in our suffering this podcast will sit with you. Let's rediscover our purpose, reduce our pain and regain our sense of belonging. Join comedian Leo Flowers M.A. as he shares his own journey through suicidality, interviews guests with lived experiences and discusses with experts on how to escape the flames and create a life worth living.
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Jun 23, 2021 • 49min
Erin Kenney, MS, RD, HCP: How to optimize your mental health through integrative nutrition
Joining us today is Erin Kenney, MS, RD, HCP, who is a Registered Dietitian, Holistic Cannabis Practitioner, and CEO of Nutrition Rewired, a Boston-based company providing nutrition counseling and meal planning to help individuals achieve optimal physical and mental health and wellbeing. She specializes in gastrointestinal issues, eating disorders, and mental health and addiction. Her passion stems from her own personal journey with gastrointestinal disorders and getting to the root cause through an integrated nutrition approach. Twitter: @erinkennyRDIG: @nutritionrewiredWe discuss: gut/brain connection regarding nutritionwhy your kids might be irritablethe truth about antibodieshow stress and technology impact our gut healthwho should workout on an empty stomachbest type of workout for your lifestyleis mental health all in your head?why some people under fuelThe Four 4 Protocol of nutritionimportance of CBDwhy it's not about perfectionBooks we discussed: Gifts of Imperfection https://amzn.to/2QYdH7fUntamed https://amzn.to/3yGsvZ3 Gifts By The Sea https://amzn.to/3hYscDeThe 4 Agreements https://amzn.to/3vuxWZ5If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillshttps://sobermeditations.libsyn.com/ www.suicidesafetyplan.com https://scaa.club/

Jun 16, 2021 • 50min
Tracee Stanley: Improve sleep, rest and breath with yoga nidra
Joining me today is Tracee Stanley to discuss how her book, "Radiant Rest," and how yoga nidra can help us all rest, restore and feel rejuvenated. We even a yoga nidra meditation during the episode. Enjoy!BIO: I have been studying Yoga and Tantra since 1995. After reading a translation of the Yoga Sutra’s in 2000, I went on a quest for teachings that could create more understanding for me around the philosophies and promises of Yoga illuminated by Patanjali in this text. There was one sutra that really resonated with me. I could feel it in my cells. Sutra 1:36.Vishoka Va Jyotishmati, this led me to be initiated into the lineage of the Himalayan Masters and Sri Vidya Tantra and informs all of my teaching. The focus of my teaching today honours life as a ritual and I am devoted to yoga nidra, meditation, self-inquiry, nature as a teacher, and ancestor reverence. As the founder of The Empowered Life Circle, and the creatrix of the Empowered Life Self-Inquiry Oracle Deck I am devoted to sharing tools cultivating a life this is a sacred ritual. I also host of Radiant Rest Podcast which celebrates the practices, teachers, and traditions that prioritize the rituals of rest, sacred dreaming, and self-care.It is my passion and dharma to create sacred containers for transformation, self-remembrance and the remembrance of inner radiance. My first book Radiant Rest: Yoga Nidra for Deep Relaxation & Awakened Clarity, published by Shambhala Publishing, is now available where books are sold.Purchase book: https://amzn.to/3bZkeWi In today's episode we discuss: how yoga nidra helps us to rest and digestexpanding our capacity to be heldbliss beyond wordsthe practice of rememberingwhy there's no such thing as doing it wronghow to come back to breathhow to feel safe enough to relaxrevealing what has been hiddenthe place beyond all sorrowhow to be IN RELATIONSHIP in order to be supportedwhy now is a time of collaboration and community instead of competitionForest bathing and tree hugging benefitsdiscovering what's important to thrivediaphragmatic breathingIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillshttps://sobermeditations.libsyn.com/ www.suicidesafetyplan.com https://scaa.club/

Jun 9, 2021 • 58min
Dr. Sean Barnes: ACT therapy for suicidal thoughts and working with the mess of life
Joining us today is Dr. Barnes, who obtained a PhD in clinical psychology from Binghamton University in 2011 following a pre-doctoral internship at the Cincinnati VA Medical Center. He then joined the Rocky Mountain MIRECC as a fellow in the VA Advanced Fellowship Program in Mental Illness Research and Treatment. Dr. Barnes completed fellowship, became licensed in the state of Colorado, and joined the Rocky Mountain MIRECC team as a full clinical research psychologist in 2013.TWITTER: @drseanbarnesWEBSITE: https://www.mirecc.va.gov/visn19/staff/barnes.aspIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. We discuss:what makes life worth livingwhy we avoid certain emotionswhy we shouldn't make decisions about life and death when we're in painhow to avoid making the same mistakes over and overwhy pain is a necessityuncover why your values need to change over timehow to find meaning in the small thingswhy values shouldn't become ruleshow we want to show to our experienceswhy meditation is simple, but difficultkeys to mindfulnessNational Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillswww.suicidesafetyplan.com

Jun 2, 2021 • 51min
Amanda Kostura: Carving your own mental health path
Joining us today is Amanda Kostura, who is a Licensed Independent Social Worker with a Bachelor’s of Science in Psychology with a Minor in Child and Family Development and a Master’s of Science in Social Work from the University of Akron. Amanda has been employed in the behavioral health field for over 10 years in both direct service and administrative positions. Her experiences have created expertise in treating substance abuse, co-occurring disorders, chronic pain and trauma. She has also built competence in the areas of domestic violence, the mind-body connection, and generational trauma. She has developed a strong passion for working with oppressed/disenfranchised populations including LGBTQ+ and people of color. Amanda views her clients from a strengths-based and person-in-environment approach, meaning she believes you already have everything you need within you to reach your goals! We discuss: how to get to root cause of emotional paingenerational traumahow to be there for someone elsestages of changehow trauma changes your dnawhy every behavior makes sense in contextdissociating vs deflectinghow to get your needs metstonewallinghow "shoulds" are hurting your growthwhat to do for self-carewhy there's no such thing as a bad daywhy rules are made up and points don't mattermind/body connection for healingWEBSITE: https://www.carvemypath.org/meet-the-teamIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillswww.suicidesafetyplan.com

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May 25, 2021 • 53min
Rory O'Connor: Why people die by suicide and what we can do to prevent it
Joining us today is Rory O'Connor: a Professor of Health Psychology at the University of Glasgow where he leads the Suicidal Behaviour Research Laboratory. He is a world leader on suicide research and prevention and has been working in this area for 25 years. In January 2021, Rory became President of the International Association for Suicide Prevention (IASP) and he is also a past President of the International Academy of Suicide Research (IASR). He has published extensively in the field of suicide and self-harm and has contributed to six BBC documentaries on suicide, including Suicide and Me with the rapper Professor Green and Our Silent Emergency with Roman Kemp. Purchase book: https://rb.gy/rnn7hjRory's Twitter: @suicideresearchWe discuss:complex reasons behind suicidemyths around suicidalityhow to support a friend who is suicidalwhy suicide is an indictment of societymain feelings leading to suicidethe importance of having an "emotional network."why reaching out is a sign of strengthhow schools can teach children resilience and copingthe importance of future thinkingreasons for livingIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillshttps://sobermeditations.libsyn.com/ www.suicidesafetyplan.com https://scaa.club/

May 21, 2021 • 59min
Miguel Rosario aka "Gravity": Breakdancing, breaking through and building character.
Miguel Rosario, Olympic hopeful and father of four, shares how he managed chronic pain, manages suicidal thoughts and connects with his community.IG: @5cdheadquartersWe discuss: benefits of celery juicesurviving sexual traumahow dancing saved his lifemeditative aspects of cookingasking "what's the best part of your day?"allowing yourself to feel the painreincarnationwhy it's ok to suck and hit rock bottomtaking responsibility for our actionsimportance of recognizing our accomplishments and achievementscreating from love instead of competitionBooks we discussed: SHOE DOG https://amzn.to/3wDI2Y0CONTAGIOUS https://amzn.to/3yFJMl7BEZONOMICS https://amzn.to/34nIm0YCOMMON https://amzn.to/3bT3mALIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillswww.suicidesafetyplan.com

May 9, 2021 • 44min
Book Review: UNTAMED by Glennon Doyle
Leo Flowers discusses his ten takeaways or lessons learned from the book Untamed. About the book:Soulful and uproarious, forceful and tender, Untamed is both an intimate memoir and a galvanizing wake-up call. It is the story of how one woman learned that a responsible mother is not one who slowly dies for her children, but one who shows them how to fully live.If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skills

May 7, 2021 • 41min
Ashley Effrece: 3x suicide survivor, postpartum and how poetry heals.
Ashley Efrece, host of Make The Space With Ashley podcast, joins me to discuss: how the poetry, talk therapy and prescription meds have helped her cope with depression and anxiety. If you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skills

May 7, 2021 • 48min
Robb Kelly PhD: How to overcome alcohol addiction, manage traumas and prevent relapses.
Robb Kelly, PhD is a alcohol recovery expert who lost his family and home to alcohol and is now here to share with you how he recovered and is helping others do the same with Robb Kelly Recovery Group. Website: https://robbkelly.com/dr-robb-kelly-phdPersonal Phone: 1-214-600-0212We discuss: - what causes relapses-how to reframe self dialogue- finding an ambition for life-how to not take things personally-allergies to alcohol-how redefine our traumas -why there's always pain before the birth-why we return to the scene of the crime-what to do if you wake up between 1-3amIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillswww.suicidesafetyplan.com

May 3, 2021 • 1h 6min
John Trautman: How to build emotional, mental and financial real estate
Founder of REKI (Real Estate Knowledge Institute), John Trautman joins me to share how to purge our traumas, win friends and orchestrate a balanced life. website: www.realestateki.comIG: @johntrautmanIf you want go from feeling hopeless to hopeful, lonely to connected and like a burden to a blessing, then go to 1-on-1 coaching, go to www.thrivewithleo.com. Let’s get to tomorrow, together. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/International Suicide Hotlines: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.htmlhttps://www.nowmattersnow.org/skillswww.suicidesafetyplan.com


