Nephi Robinson, a former member of The Order, shares his profound journey from a polygamous upbringing to embracing his identity as a gay man. He reveals the pressures he faced from his father, who had 14 wives, and how he was assigned a wife at a young age, leading to the birth of seven children. Nephi recounts the absurd reasoning behind being told he was gay and ultimately his courage to come out. His candid reflections on family dynamics in the cult, the challenges of navigating love and identity, and the quest for self-acceptance make for a captivating discussion.