

Dopey: On the Dark Comedy of Drug Addiction
Dave & Chris
Dopey Podcast is the world’s greatest podcast on drugs, addiction and dumb shit. Chris and I were two IV heroin addicts who loved to talk about all the coke we smoked, snorted and shot, all the pills we ate, smoked, all the weed we smoked and ate, all the booze we consumed and all the consequences we suffered. After making the show for 2 and a half years, Chris tragically relapsed and died from a fentanyl overdose. Dopey continued on, at first to mourn the horrible loss of Chris, but then to continue our mission - which was at its core, to keep addicts and alcoholics company. Whether to laugh at our time in rehab, or cry at the worst missteps we made, Dopey tells the truth about drugs, addiction and recovery. We continually mine the universe for stories rife with debauchery and highlight serious drug taking and alcoholism. We also examine different paths toward addiction recovery. We shine a light on harm reduction and medication assisted treatment. We talk with celebrities and nobodies and stockpile stories to be the greatest one stop shop podcast on all things drugs, addiction, recovery and comedy pathfinding the route to the heart of the opioid epidemic.
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Nov 19, 2024 • 22min
Tuesday Teaser for Patreon - The Reddit Round Up - with Cormac and Selby - on Fentanyl Jay, Kratom, Jordan Peterson, Gratitude and more!
This week on the teaser Cormac and Selby talk all about Dopey Reddit and the latest controversy surrounding Fentanyl Jay. PLUS I tell my story of going to see Jordan Peterson with Linda and what I learned. PLUS Kratom, and other dumb shit!
Sign up for Patreon at https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast
keywordsDopey, addiction, recovery, podcast, gratitude, community, Fentanyl, Reddit, events, personal growth
summaryIn this episode of Dopey, host David Manheim discusses various topics related to addiction, recovery, and community engagement. He shares updates about upcoming events, reflects on listener feedback regarding podcast length, and emphasizes the importance of gratitude in personal growth. The episode also features a Reddit roundup with guests Selby and Cormac, where they discuss community dynamics and the complexities of substances like Kratom. Additionally, David touches on the story of Fentanyl Jay and highlights musical contributions from the Dopey Nation, concluding with a message of support for listeners.
takeaways
For 12 cents a day, you could be getting extra Dopey content.
Upcoming live show on January 11th could be epic.
Listener feedback on show length is important but subjective.
Gratitude can be a powerful tool for personal growth.
Kratom is a complex topic in the recovery community.
Fentanyl Jay's story highlights the struggles of addiction.
Community support is vital for recovery.
Musical contributions from listeners enrich the Dopey experience.
Engagement with the audience is crucial for podcast success.
The Dopey Nation is a supportive and creative community.
titles
Exploring the Dopey Universe
The Power of Community in Recovery
Sound Bites
"Are you a real fan of Dopey?"
"Fentanyl Jay is my friend."
"Stay strong Dopey Nation!"
"Toodles for Chris!"
Chapters
00:00Welcome to Dopey Tuesday Teaser
03:11Upcoming Events and Announcements
05:56Reflections on Podcasting and Listener Feedback
08:46Exploring Gratitude and Personal Growth
12:09Reddit Roundup with Selby and Cormac
15:04Fentanyl Jay and Community Conversations
18:01Musical Contributions and Closing Thoughts Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Nov 15, 2024 • 2h 30min
Dopey 505: The Return of Fentanyl Jay and Spiritual Thuann - A Tale of Two Dopes. DUI, Gambling, Car Accident, Meditation, Recovery
This week on Dopey! It's Sober October Forever in November with Fentanyl Jay! Jay comes back to tell us how he wanted October to be - then he tells us about some of the latest horrible things he has gotten himself into; DUI, winning at gambling, spending money and getting hit by a car! Which is why it was meant to be Sober October Forever! Then Thuann comes back to talk about his new meditation program and how a step back can actually be a step forward! All that plus a new horrible shitting voicemail, emails and much more on a classic new episode of the good old Dopey Show!
What AI says:
keywordsDopey Podcast, addiction recovery, listener stories, mental health, community support, sober October, personal updates, health concerns, humor in recovery, drug addiction, casino, addiction, consequences, thrill, sober October, gambling, lifestyle, help, DUI, personal stories, addiction, recovery, sober October, clean team, personal growth, self-love, cultural identity, support systems, gym, California sober, recovery, community, meditation, subconscious, vulnerability, higher power, addiction, mindfulness, self-improvement, spirituality
summaryThe conversation on the Dopey Podcast explores themes of addiction recovery, community support, and personal stories from listeners. The host, David Manheim, engages with various topics including sponsorships, health concerns, and humorous anecdotes shared by the audience. The episode emphasizes the importance of connection and vulnerability in the recovery journey, while also highlighting the challenges faced by individuals in their path to sobriety. In this conversation, the speakers share wild stories from a night at the casino, discussing the highs and lows of their experiences with gambling, addiction, and the consequences of their actions. They reflect on the thrill of living dangerously, the challenges of seeking help, and the reality of facing legal issues. The dialogue captures the essence of a chaotic lifestyle intertwined with moments of clarity and the desire for change. This conversation delves into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and personal growth. The speakers discuss their experiences with sobriety, the challenges of maintaining it, and the importance of support systems. They explore themes of self-love, cultural identity, and the impact of past experiences on present behavior. The dialogue emphasizes the significance of community and personal accountability in the journey of recovery. In this conversation, David Manheim discusses the critical role of community in recovery, the significance of understanding the subconscious mind, and the transformative power of meditation. He emphasizes the importance of vulnerability in opening one's heart and finding a personal higher power. The dialogue explores how connection and community can amplify recovery efforts, providing a supportive environment for individuals on their journey to sobriety.
takeaways
Dopey is a podcast that emphasizes love and support for recovery.
Sponsorships play a crucial role in providing resources for recovery.
Listener engagement is vital for building a supportive community.
Health concerns related to addiction are significant and should be addressed.
Humor and vulnerability are important aspects of sharing recovery stories.
Sober October is a theme that encourages listeners to reflect on their sobriety.
Personal updates from the host create a relatable experience for listeners.
Listener stories highlight the diverse experiences within the recovery community.
The podcast fosters a sense of belonging among its audience.
Maintaining a light-hearted approach can help in discussing serious topics. The thrill of gambling can lead to unexpected wins and losses.
Living a wild lifestyle often comes with serious consequences.
Seeking help is a crucial step in addressing addiction.
The excitement of danger can be addictive in itself.
Facing reality is essential for personal growth and change.
The importance of having a support system when dealing with addiction.
Understanding the risks associated with substance use is vital.
Reflecting on past experiences can provide valuable insights.
The journey to sobriety is often filled with challenges.
Finding joy in simple moments can lead to a healthier lifestyle. The clean team represents a supportive community in recovery.
Personal connections can play a crucial role in sobriety.
Experiences with addiction can be both challenging and enlightening.
Setting clear goals for sobriety can help maintain focus.
Physical fitness, like going to the gym, can aid recovery.
California sober is a new way to redefine sobriety.
Aging brings new perspectives on substance use and recovery.
Karma may influence our current life experiences.
Support systems are essential for navigating recovery challenges.
Self-love is fundamental to overcoming addiction. Community is essential for recovery and support.
Isolation can lead to negative thought validation.
Meditation helps create a pause between stimulus and response.
Vulnerability can unlock deeper emotional connections.
Understanding the subconscious is crucial for personal growth.
Mindfulness can prevent negative subconscious patterns from resurfacing.
Finding a personal higher power can aid in recovery.
Connection with others amplifies the recovery experience.
Meditation can rewire the brain for better decision-making.
The power of community fosters a sense of belonging.
titles
The Heart of Dopey: Love and Recovery
Sponsorships and Support in Recovery
Engaging the Dopey Nation: Listener Stories
Health and Humor: Navigating Recovery Challenges
Fentanyl J Returns: A Sober October Journey
Reflections on Addiction: A Journey of Growth
Community and Connection: The Dopey Experience
Vulnerability in Recovery: Sharing Our Stories
The Importance of Humor in Healing
Dopey Nation: A Family of Support
Casino Chaos: A Night to Remember
The Highs and Lows of Gambling
Facing the Consequences of a Wild Lifestyle
Seeking Help: A Journey to Sobriety
Sound Bites
"It's Dopey, a podcast showing a lot of love."
"I'm ready to restart the Dopey Fitness Challenge."
"I don't wanna get Alzheimer's or dementia."
"Dopey is by far the best podcast I know of."
"I'm just grateful to be sober today."
"Sober October forever."
"Keeping the bar low is good."
"I'm sitting at the blackjack table wasted."
"I won like fucking eight grand."
"I got a fucking Dewey when I wasn't even drunk."
"I thrive in the mud."
"You must be addicted for the thrill."
"I want to be a part of the team."
"I'm almost nine months clean."
"It's about money. A lot of it."
"The gym was good for you."
"California Sober, October Forever."
"You have no plan for Sober October forever."
"I love Jay. He's not gonna listen to this."
"I feel shame. Imposter syndrome."
"The power of the community is essential."
"The mirror can't show you who you are."
"We have to take care of the subconscious."
"What spills out when you're triggered?"
"Meditation rewires your brain."
"Your intuition is your higher power."
"Connection amplifies recovery."
"Community is the key to recovery."
"Vulnerability opens the heart."
Chapters
00:00Introduction to Dopey Podcast and Its Themes
03:03Sponsorship and Recovery Resources
05:56Listener Engagement and Personal Updates
08:49Listener Stories and Community Support
12:09Health Concerns and Recovery Challenges
15:03Humorous and Vulnerable Stories from Listeners
17:57Fentanyl J's Return and Sober October Discussion
21:04Reflections on Past Addictions and Recovery Journey
38:54A Night to Remember at the Casino
42:53Consequences of a Wild Lifestyle
50:06Seeking Help and Facing Reality
55:54The Thrill of Danger and Addiction
01:08:01Reflections on Freedom and Consequences
01:15:52The Clean Team and Personal Connections
01:17:17Experiences with Addiction and Recovery
01:20:06Sober October: Goals and Challenges
01:22:41The Role of the Gym in Recovery
01:24:11California Sober: Redefining Sobriety
01:26:00Reflections on Aging and Substance Use
01:28:49Karma and Life Lessons
01:30:33Support Systems in Recovery
01:32:24Cultural Identity and Belonging
01:35:21Navigating Life Transitions
01:41:05Self-Love and Personal Growth
01:54:52The Importance of Community in Recovery
01:57:53Understanding the Subconscious Mind
02:00:17The Role of Meditation in Recovery
02:05:58The Power of Vulnerability
02:12:04Finding Your Higher Power
02:14:40The Impact of Connection and Community Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Nov 12, 2024 • 22min
Tuesday Patreon Teaser - Author - Laura Cathcart Robbins - Pills, Freebase, Divorce, Trauma
This week on the teaser we have STASH author - Laura Cathcart Robbins! Laura has a very unique story - all about pills, divorce and raising children in the throws of addiction!
PLUS emails and getting ready for our January event! 1/1/25 - DOPEYWOOD!
Join Patreon here: https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast
Here is what AI says:
keywordsDopey, addiction, recovery, Laura Cathcart Robbins, Ambien, harm reduction, DopeyCon, quit lit, black women in recovery, cultural narratives
summaryIn this episode of Dopey, host David Manheim discusses various themes surrounding addiction and recovery, including reflections on listener feedback from DopeyCon, the importance of harm reduction, and a deep dive into the experiences of Laura Cathcart Robbins, an author and advocate for black women in recovery. The conversation explores the cultural narratives of addiction, the impact of medications like Ambien, and the need for diverse voices in the recovery community.
takeaways
Dopey has evolved significantly since its inception, reflecting the growth of its community.
Listener feedback is crucial for shaping the content and direction of the show.
Harm reduction strategies are essential in addressing addiction in various communities.
The representation of black women in recovery narratives is limited but necessary.
Ambien can have profound effects on sleep and addiction, often overlooked in discussions.
Cultural contexts play a significant role in shaping addiction stories and experiences.
Personal connections made at events like DopeyCon are invaluable for recovery.
The importance of sharing diverse recovery stories to inspire others.
The conversation around addiction needs to include voices from all backgrounds.
Acknowledging contributions from team members is vital for community building.
titles
Exploring the Depths of Addiction
DopeyCon Reflections and Community Growth
Sound Bites
"I hope everybody's doing just great."
"The show has changed so much over the years."
"Ambien addiction is a thing."
"I had the best night's sleep I've ever had."
Chapters
00:00Introduction to Dopey and Patreon
02:59Reflections on DopeyCon and Listener Feedback
05:49Harm Reduction and Recovery Experiences
09:11Interview with Laura Cathcart Robbins
12:04Exploring Ambien Addiction
14:58Cultural Context of Addiction Stories
17:53Closing Thoughts and Acknowledgments Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Nov 8, 2024 • 1h 55min
Dopey 504: "I have SEXOMNIA, it's a real thing." Brace Belden's first OC 80! Trump Rally! Sleep Problems! Election Results! Crack! Therapy! Spiritualized!
THIS WEEK ON DOPEY! Truanon's Brace Belden is BACK! Brace is never not a pleasure on the show, and this week was no exception. We hear all about his experience at the Trump Rally, his election predictions and of course dive into his myriad of problems. Starting where we always start at: SLEEP. Brace is such a great guest because he is never afraid to be honest. Hear all about SEXOMNIA and how Brace copes with this affliction. PLUS 2 Dopey British Voicemails - one from Spiritualized - Greg Coulson! PLUS emails - notes - anniversaries and more! On a brand new episode of that good old DOPEY SHOW!
keywords: addiction, recovery, community, sobriety, therapy, personal stories, drugs, politics, music, art, addiction, pain management, sleep disorders, sexomnia, DopeyCon, recovery, opioids, mental health, personal stories, community, music, podcasting, personal loss, memory, politics, Trump, Kamala, predictions, social commentary
summaryThis conversation delves into the complexities of addiction and recovery, exploring personal stories, the importance of community support, and the challenges faced during the recovery process. The speakers share their experiences with drugs, the role of therapy, and the significance of celebrating sobriety. Additionally, they touch on the intersection of politics and addiction, the impact of music and art in recovery, and reflections on personal growth. In this conversation, David Manheim shares his experiences with pain management, addiction, and the complexities of sleep disorders, including sexomnia. He discusses the challenges of navigating recovery while dealing with the aftermath of surgeries and the impact of sleep-related issues on his daily life. The conversation also touches on the community aspect of recovery, highlighted by reflections on DopeyCon and the connections made within the sobriety community. In this conversation, David Manheim and Brace Belden explore a range of topics from the intersection of music and podcasting to personal reflections on loss and memory. They delve into political engagement, observations from political rallies, and predictions for future elections, all while maintaining a candid and humorous tone. The discussion highlights the complexities of personal experiences and societal issues, providing listeners with both entertainment and insight.
takeaways
Addiction can manifest in various forms, and personal experiences vary widely.
Community support is crucial for individuals in recovery.
Celebrating milestones in sobriety fosters a sense of achievement and motivation.
Early recovery can be challenging, but sharing stories helps normalize the experience.
Therapy plays a vital role in developing coping skills and self-awareness.
Experiences with drugs can lead to profound realizations about life and health.
Political climates can affect the mental health of individuals in recovery.
Music and art can serve as powerful tools for expression and healing.
Personal growth often comes from navigating the complexities of recovery.
Maintaining gratitude is essential for a positive recovery journey. Pain management can be a slippery slope for those in recovery.
The transition from opioids to heroin is a common narrative.
Sleep disorders can significantly impact daily functioning.
Sexomnia is a real phenomenon that complicates personal relationships.
Food cravings during sleep can be linked to emotional states.
Community support plays a crucial role in recovery journeys.
Understanding one's triggers is essential for managing addiction.
The stigma surrounding sleep disorders can lead to embarrassment.
Engaging with the recovery community can provide valuable insights.
Personal stories of addiction can resonate with many, fostering connection. The connection between music and podcasting can be profound.
Personal loss shapes our memories and experiences.
Engaging with political events can be both enlightening and exhausting.
Humor can be found even in the darkest topics.
The impact of childhood experiences on adult behavior is significant.
Political rallies reveal the complexities of public opinion.
Predictions about elections are often based on gut feelings rather than data.
The importance of understanding different political perspectives.
Candid discussions about mental health can help others.
Finding joy in shared experiences is essential.
titles
The Journey of Addiction and Recovery
Finding Strength in Community
Celebrating Sobriety: Personal Stories
Overcoming Early Recovery Challenges
The Role of Therapy in Recovery
Reflections on Drug Experiences
Politics and Addiction: A Complex Relationship
The Healing Power of Music and Art
Personal Growth Through Recovery
Navigating the Path to Sobriety
Navigating Pain and Addiction: A Personal Journey
Sound Bites
"Sober people need to have gratitude."
"I don't know how you keep up with it."
"I can't believe I can actually say this."
"I was a raging drug addict."
"I felt like death warmed up, man."
"I feel a little drained sad."
"I had to get a second one."
"I called my sponsor."
"I never did, I only did heroin."
"I was 18 and I'd done other pills before."
"I started buying Oxycontin 80s."
"I got so angry when I saw the 30."
"I would take an oxy, I would take Benadryl."
"Sexomnia is crazy because..."
"I have sexomnia, it's a real thing."
"I think it's a libidinal thing."
"I think you could do a Dopey game show."
"I think she did."
"I don't really bring it up a lot."
"I think about killing herself almost never."
"I don't remember her voice sounds like."
"I think he's a net negative on the world."
"I think he's going to win by a squeaker."
Chapters
00:00Introduction to Addiction and Recovery
02:50The Role of Community in Recovery
05:49Celebrating Sobriety and Personal Stories
09:10Navigating Early Recovery Challenges
12:03The Importance of Therapy and Support
15:07Experiences with Drugs and Their Consequences
17:54The Intersection of Politics and Addiction
21:13Reflections on Sobriety and Personal Growth
23:46The Impact of Music and Art in Recovery
27:07Final Thoughts and Future Directions
37:48Navigating Pain Management and Addiction
44:26The Struggles of Sleep Disorders
51:47Exploring Sexomnia and Its Implications
56:51The Impact of Sleep on Daily Life
01:01:26Food and Sleep: A Complicated Relationship
01:08:55Reflections on DopeyCon and Community Engagement
01:16:31The Intersection of Music and Podcasting
01:22:38Personal Reflections on Loss and Memory
01:30:01Political Engagement and Observations
01:39:45Predictions and Perspectives on Future Elections Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Nov 5, 2024 • 22min
Tuesday Patreon Teaser with legendary Dead Head Photographer - Former Serious Acid Head - Jay Blakesberg!
I love Jay Blakesberg! I had the pleasure of meeting him 3 years ago at the Park City Song Summit and the joy of becoming friendly with him! He is an inspiration, a rogue and a super talented and cool dude who has taken pictures of people like Neil Young, Jerry Garcia, Keith Richards, Nirvana, Soundgarden, Sinead OConnor, Prince and a million other people!
If you want to hear the whole thing please sign up at:
https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast
What AI says:
keywordsDopey Podcast, Jay Blakesburg, photography, Grateful Dead, addiction, recovery, music, psychedelics, community, storytelling
summaryIn this episode of the Dopey Podcast, host David Manheim introduces rock and roll photographer Jay Blakesburg, known for his iconic images of the Grateful Dead and other legendary bands. The conversation explores Jay's journey from a young aspiring photographer to a prominent figure in the music scene, touching on themes of addiction, recovery, and the vibrant community surrounding the Dopey Podcast. Jay shares personal anecdotes about pivotal moments in his life, including his experiences with psychedelics and the impact of music on his career.
takeaways
Jay Blakesburg is a renowned rock and roll photographer.
The Dopey Podcast fosters a supportive community for recovery.
Personal stories of addiction can inspire change.
Photography can capture pivotal moments in life.
Psychedelics played a role in Jay's artistic journey.
The importance of connection in the recovery process.
Dopey Podcast events bring fans together.
Inclusivity is a core value of the Dopey community.
Music and photography often intersect in meaningful ways.
The journey of recovery is unique for everyone.
titles
Capturing Moments: The Art of Jay Blakesburg
Dopey Podcast: A Journey Through Recovery
Sound Bites
"I look like the fat Marlon Brando."
"Dopey has been essential to my recovery."
"I want to be one of those photographers."
"I started dosing all my friends."
Chapters
00:00Introduction to Dopey Podcast and Guest Jay Blakesburg
09:28Jay Blakesburg's Journey in Photography and Music
16:29The Intersection of Psychedelics and Photography Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Nov 1, 2024 • 2h 7min
Dopey 503: Spiked with LSD by Boyfriend in South Africa! Meth! Sex Online! Trauma! Social Media Addiction! The Dark Side of Recovery with Toni Becker!
This Week on Dopey! We are joined by South African Drug Addict and hard core Instagram/TikTok phenom - Toni Becker! Toni is not just any influencer - she brings the Dopey! Toni gets super deep and honest with us - all about the beginning of her addiction and how it all happened with her discovery of Chat Roulette - An Online Chat site that had no limits! Then her forray into CAT ans meth and how it all ended up living in a parking lot in the South African Wilderness!
PLUS RIP PHIL LESH! Emails, voicemails and more! On this brand new international edition of that good old DOPEY show!
notes
social media addiction
steroid psychosis
ocd, body dysmorphia
ephedrine
trying to run over her friends while drunk
cousins death
meth and chatroulette
bath salts (methcathinone)
childhood abuse
stealing money from her mom
swinging
boyfriend doses her with lsd
south african trap houses
ED treatment
fathers illness
eywordsaddiction, recovery, drugs, support, community, music, personal stories, social media, kratom, alcoholism, alcoholism, addiction, trauma, clubbing culture, rehab, toxic relationships, crystal meth, identity, mental health, recovery, addiction, recovery, eating disorders, relationships, mental health, drug abuse, personal growth, community support, spiritual awakening, self-awareness
summaryThis episode of Dopey dives deep into the struggles of addiction, recovery, and the personal stories that shape our understanding of these issues. The conversation explores the importance of support systems, the impact of music and loss, and the role of social media in addiction. It also touches on the emerging concerns around substances like kratom and the journey through alcoholism, culminating in the transition to harder drugs. In this conversation, David Manheim shares his harrowing journey through addiction, exploring the transformation he underwent due to alcohol, the vibrant yet dangerous clubbing culture, and the toxic relationships that fueled his substance abuse. He recounts his experiences in rehab, the impact of trauma on his life, and the chaotic descent into crystal meth addiction. David reflects on the romanticization of toxic relationships and the profound effects of childhood trauma, ultimately leading to a cycle of addiction and isolation. His story is a raw and honest portrayal of the struggles faced in the battle against addiction and the quest for identity and belonging. In this conversation, David Manheim and Tony Becker delve into the complexities of addiction, recovery, and personal growth. Tony shares her journey through relationships, substance abuse, and the impact of loss on her recovery process. The discussion highlights the importance of community support, self-awareness, and the challenges of navigating eating disorders in recovery. Ultimately, Tony's story is one of resilience, transformation, and the power of connection in overcoming addiction.
takeaways
Addiction is a complex issue that requires compassion and connection.
Support systems play a crucial role in recovery.
Personal stories can help others feel less alone in their struggles.
Music can be a powerful tool for reflection and healing.
Community engagement is vital for those in recovery.
Kratom is a controversial substance with both benefits and risks.
Social media can become an addiction in itself.
The journey through addiction often starts with seemingly harmless substances.
Alcoholism can lead to severe consequences and treatment is often necessary.
The transition to harder drugs can happen quickly after initial substance use. David's transformation through alcohol led to dangerous behaviors.
Clubbing culture became a significant part of David's identity.
Rehab was initially seen as a way to appease others, not for self-help.
Tragedy struck with the loss of a loved one, escalating his addiction.
David's relationship with meth became intertwined with his identity.
Romanticizing toxic relationships led to further chaos in David's life.
Childhood trauma had a lasting impact on David's mental health.
The cycle of addiction often leads to isolation and despair.
Trusting the wrong people can lead to devastating consequences.
David's story highlights the complexities of addiction and recovery. Tony internalized a relationship that was more significant to her than to her partner.
The influence of a new relationship helped Tony let go of her past.
Tony's online activities provided affirmation but lacked monetization.
The turning point in recovery came from a counselor's tough love.
Tony's father's illness gave her perspective on her own struggles.
Recovery is a gradual process, not a linear path.
Community support was crucial for Tony's recovery journey.
Tony's eating disorder emerged as a hidden struggle during recovery.
The impact of loss can catalyze significant change in one's life.
Tony's story emphasizes that recovery is just the beginning of a new life.
titles
The Struggles of Addiction and Recovery
Support Systems in Recovery
Reflections on Halloween and Personal Stories
The Impact of Music and Loss
Voicemails and Community Engagement
Exploring Kratom and New Substances
Social Media and Addiction
Personal Stories of Drug Use
The Journey Through Alcoholism
The Transition to Harder Drugs
From Partying to Pain: A Journey Through Addiction
The Dark Side of Clubbing: Identity and Addiction
Sound Bites
"I wanna be where everybody does cocaine"
"Rest in peace Phil Lesh"
"I love Dopey stories from Grateful Dead"
"Kratom has helped a lot of people"
"I started to obsess over social media"
"I blacked out the first time I drank"
"I went to a party and got trashed"
"I met a guy and I was very drunk"
"I became a different person."
"I got naked and I run into the sun."
"I was kicked out of my house, rightfully so."
"I tried to run them over."
"I fell in love with meth."
"I wanted chaos."
"I found toxicity romantic."
"The dark side of trust and betrayal."
"I was terrified all the way home."
"I dodged a bullet."
"I was doing really well as an actress."
"I was in psychosis a lot, like severe psychosis."
"I thought I could manipulate the counselors."
"I was so tired. I was just so tired."
"I can choose recovery at this point, he can't."
"I realized I hadn't done it for months."
"My story started when I found recovery."
Chapters
00:00The Struggles of Addiction and Recovery
02:06Support Systems in Recovery
04:57Reflections on Halloween and Personal Stories
10:04The Impact of Music and Loss
15:08Voicemails and Community Engagement
19:59Exploring Kratom and New Substances
25:05Social Media and Addiction
29:53Personal Stories of Drug Use
35:10The Journey Through Alcoholism
39:57The Transition to Harder Drugs
42:21The Transformation Through Alcohol
46:56Clubbing Culture and Identity
51:08Entering Rehab: A False Sense of Control
53:01Tragedy and Escalation of Addiction
57:42The Descent into Chaos: Crystal Meth and Relationships
01:01:29Romanticizing Toxic Relationships
01:06:06Defining Trauma and Its Impact
01:09:12The Cycle of Addiction and Isolation
01:15:52The Dark Side of Trust and Betrayal
01:24:40Reflections on Relationships and Addiction
01:30:19The Descent into Addiction
01:36:34The Turning Point in Recovery
01:43:41The Impact of Loss on Recovery
01:50:19Navigating Eating Disorders in Recovery
01:56:29Finding Hope and Community in Recovery Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Oct 29, 2024 • 23min
Dopey Tuesday Ratreon Teaser! Ray Brown! A horrible incident! Drugs! Addiction and Dumb shit!
This week on the teaser Ray is back - PLUS we are doing a special event in Los Angeles on January 11th sponsored by ORO Recovery!
https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast
keywords: Dopey Podcast, addiction, recovery, musicians, spirituality, community, events, media, public speaking, listener engagement
summaryIn this episode of the Dopey Podcast, host David Manheim discusses various themes including reflections on the loss of musicians, personal struggles with recovery and spirituality, listener engagement through emails, upcoming events, and experiences with media and public speaking. The conversation highlights the importance of community in recovery and the impact of shared stories.
takeaways
The Dopey Podcast continues to engage listeners through Patreon.
Reflections on the loss of musicians evoke deep emotions.
Personal struggles with recovery are common and relatable.
Listener emails provide insight into the community's experiences.
Upcoming events foster a sense of connection among listeners.
Public speaking experiences can be both challenging and rewarding.
The importance of finding new meetings in recovery.
Community support is vital for those in recovery.
Engaging with listeners enhances the podcast experience.
The podcast serves as a platform for sharing personal stories.
titles
Navigating Loss in the Music World
Struggles and Spirituality in Recovery
Sound Bites
"Rest in peace, Phil Lesh."
"I need to find another meeting."
"I love the long episodes."
"I want to be the hot redhead."
Chapters
00:00Introduction to Dopey Podcast and Patreon
03:12Reflections on Musicians and Loss
05:54Personal Struggles with Recovery and Spirituality
09:05Listener Emails and Community Engagement
11:59Upcoming Events and Special Guests
15:01Experiences with Media and Public Speaking Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Oct 25, 2024 • 2h 11min
Dopey 502: DOPEY EXPLOITATION, The OCCULT, CRACK, SPIRITUALITY VS. DEMONOLOGY, LIVING WITH BIPOLAR, JASON RICCI! Recovery!
This week on Dopey! Rejoice because top 5 Dopey Guest and Harmonica player Jason Ricci is back on Dopey! This time Jason takes us out of the occult and into his spiritual solution! Jason takes us through his last 5 years and some of the pitfalls in extended recovery! PLUS acoustic blues and serious dopey voicemails and emails!
What AI says:
keywordsDopey Podcast, addiction, recovery, community, mental health, Jason Ricci, drug stories, harm reduction, sobriety, support, happiness, self-discovery, addiction recovery, spirituality, forgiveness, personal experience, suffering, purification, excellence, relationships, intrigue, sobriety, recovery, bipolar disorder, creativity, mental health, personal growth, music, self-discovery, medication management
summaryIn this episode of the Dopey Podcast, host David Manheim discusses various themes surrounding addiction, recovery, and community support. The conversation highlights the importance of connection and compassion in recovery, the impact of loss and death on the addiction community, and features a special guest, Jason Ricci, who shares his journey through music and recovery. The episode emphasizes the need for support and understanding within the recovery community, as well as the challenges faced by individuals struggling with addiction. In this conversation, David Manheim explores the themes of happiness, self-discovery, and the journey of recovery from addiction. He reflects on the illusions of happiness tied to material success and fame, and how true fulfillment comes from a deeper relationship with God. The discussion delves into the experiences of hitting rock bottom, the importance of forgiveness, and the simplicity of spirituality. Manheim emphasizes the power of personal experience in recovery and the nature of suffering as a pathway to growth. He concludes with a focus on the pursuit of purification and excellence in life, seeking balance between personal desires and spiritual fulfillment. In this conversation, David Manheim delves into themes of intrigue, personal paths, and the journey of sobriety. He discusses the complexities of recovery, the challenges of managing bipolar disorder, and the interplay between creativity and mental health. The dialogue emphasizes the importance of being open to living, the significance of keeping people alive in recovery, and reflections on music as a form of personal growth.
takeaways
The Dopey Podcast serves as a platform for sharing personal stories of addiction and recovery.
Community support is crucial for individuals in recovery, as seen in the Dopey Nation.
Compassion and connection are essential elements in the recovery process.
Reflections on the impact of death within the addiction community highlight the need for open discussions.
Jason Ricci's journey illustrates the intersection of music and recovery, showcasing the healing power of art.
The importance of vulnerability in sharing experiences of relapse and recovery is emphasized.
Listeners are encouraged to reach out for help and support during difficult times.
The conversation touches on the complexities of using pain medication in recovery and its implications.
The episode highlights the significance of celebrating milestones in recovery, fostering a sense of community.
The discussion raises questions about the balance between enjoying life and the risks associated with addiction. There was a naivety with me that I knew what was best for me.
What I'm after is a better relationship with God at any cost.
The bottom was I got bored with dope.
I felt complete and total love and forgiveness.
The magic is this isn't working and this isn't gonna give me what I want.
I don't need to read the entire Bible.
The worst things that happen to you are what makes you the best.
I want balance that I can shut it off and help somebody.
The pursuit of purification and excellence is essential.
The nature of suffering can lead to profound personal growth. Intrigue can be both scary and exciting.
The journey of sobriety involves self-discovery and acceptance.
Expressing a desire to do better is part of recovery.
Pain management in recovery can be complex and challenging.
Bipolar disorder requires careful medication management.
Creativity can be influenced by mental health conditions.
Living openly and honestly is crucial in recovery.
Keeping people alive is the most important aspect of recovery.
Music serves as a powerful outlet for personal expression.
Appreciating the journey and the people involved is essential.
titles
Forgiveness: The Key to Healing
Suffering as a Catalyst for Change Pain, Recovery, and Resilience
The Intrigue of Personal Journeys
Sound Bites
"This is the Dopey Podcast"
"Compassion and connection, it's a beautiful thing"
"Dopey Nation is such a beautiful thing"
"I knew what was best for me, that I knew what would make me happy."
"What I'm after is a better relationship with God at any cost."
"The bottom was I got bored with dope."
"I don't want to intrigue it either."
"I knew on day one that I was going to stay sober."
"I loved coming back and I feel better today."
Chapters
00:00Introduction to Dopey Podcast
04:49Celebrating Recovery and Community
11:30Reflections on Addiction and Death
30:16Jason Ricci: A Journey Through Music and Recovery
46:17The Illusion of Happiness
49:08The Journey to Self-Discovery
52:28The Bottoming Out Experience
55:17The Role of Forgiveness
01:01:15The Simplicity of Spirituality
01:06:28The Power of Personal Experience
01:12:49The Nature of Suffering and Recovery
01:19:40The Pursuit of Purification and Excellence
01:31:37Exploring Intrigue and Personal Paths
01:33:33The Journey of Sobriety and Self-Discovery
01:34:56Navigating Pain and Recovery
01:39:44Bipolar Disorder and Medication Management
01:42:43The Creative Process and Mental Health
01:46:44Living Openly and Recovery Perspectives
01:49:32The Importance of Keeping People Alive
01:50:30Reflections on Music and Personal Growth Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Oct 22, 2024 • 24min
Dopey Tuesday Patreon Teaser with Steve Stevens! NYC, Music, Billy Idol, Michael Jackson, Ozzy, Prince, Cocaine, Booze, Rock and Roll, Recovery
This week on the Patreon teaser we bring out the big guns! Steve Stevens! The guitar genius that brought you all of the Billy Idol Classics! He talks old New York, coming up in the 70's and 80's, his drug experience and his recovery!
So much good shit here!
For the full interview:
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What AI SAYS:
keywordsDopey, addiction, music, Steve Stevens, Billy Idol, Rebel Yell, drugs, fame, personal stories, recovery
summaryIn this episode of Dopey, host David Manheim shares personal updates and introduces guest Steve Stevens, the iconic guitarist known for his work with Billy Idol. The conversation delves into the impact of addiction on the music industry, the creative process behind classic hits like 'Rebel Yell', and the challenges of navigating fame. Stevens reflects on his experiences with drugs in the music scene and the importance of maintaining personal connections amidst the chaos of celebrity life. The episode concludes with Manheim expressing gratitude for his recovery and family life.
takeaways
David shares his recovery journey and gratitude for support.
Steve Stevens discusses his role in creating iconic music.
The impact of addiction on Billy Idol's career is explored.
Musicians often remain unaware of each other's struggles with addiction.
The creative process behind 'Rebel Yell' is revealed.
Fame brings both excitement and challenges for artists.
Drugs played a significant role in the music creation process.
Personal relationships are crucial in the music industry.
David reflects on the joys of family life amidst challenges.
The importance of staying sober and connected to loved ones.
titles
The Impact of Drugs on Music Creation
Billy Idol's Struggles with Addiction
Sound Bites
"I want to thank everybody in the Dopey Nation"
"Steve Stevens was the guitar player for Billy Idol"
"I was completely unaware of what Billy was doing"
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Personal Updates
04:16Guest Introduction: Steve Stevens
09:09Billy Idol and the Impact of Addiction
11:05Creating Iconic Music: Rebel Yell
13:50Navigating Fame and Its Challenges
17:12The Role of Drugs in Music Creation
19:08Personal Reflections and Family Life Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Oct 18, 2024 • 2h 34min
Dopey 501: Mexican Cocaine Cartel! Corrupt Cops! Ayahuasca! Ibogaine! Dan DeLuis and Dave On Oxys ! Blow Jobs in Rehab! Wim Hof, Breath!
This week on Dopey! Dave recovers from surgery on drugs! Then is joined by Breath Work and Yoga Coach Dan DeLuis! Dan and Dave do breath work then shares his ultimately incredibly inspiring addiction and recovery story! Dan's sordid Canadian path, his traumatic injury and his road to sobriety through yoga nad breath work! Plus Dave's horrible recovery, a new classic Dopey email and mourning the death of Dopey Cunuck/Ashes to Awesome Podcast, Chris Horder. Plus a lot more on this brand new episode of that good old Dopey Podcast.
https://www.patreon.com/dopeypodcast
What AI says:
keywordsaddiction, recovery, Dopey podcast, breathwork, community, relapse, personal stories, healing, mental health, support, childhood trauma, addiction, recovery, yoga, breathwork, generational trauma, mental health, biker lifestyle, opiate addiction, personal growth, detox, self-discovery, ashram, breathwork, sobriety, ayahuasca, healing, yoga, addiction recovery, mental health, Ayahuasca, anxiety, Wim Hof, breathwork, recovery, spirituality, growth mindset, addiction, personal transformation, mindfulness
summaryThis episode of the Dopey podcast features David Manheim discussing his personal experiences with addiction, recovery, and the importance of community support. He reflects on his recent surgery and the challenges of managing pain medication, shares heartfelt tributes to lost friends in the recovery community, and explores the healing power of breathwork. The conversation emphasizes the significance of connection, compassion, and the ongoing journey of recovery. In this conversation, David Manheim shares his journey through childhood trauma, addiction, and recovery. He discusses the impact of his father's upbringing on his mental health, the struggles with anger and addiction, and the transformative power of yoga and breathwork in his recovery process. David reflects on his experiences in the biker lifestyle, the descent into opiate addiction, and ultimately finding hope and healing through self-discovery and personal growth. In this segment, David Manheim shares his transformative journey through detox, self-discovery, and healing. He recounts his experiences at an Indian ashram, the strict routines, and the profound impact of breathwork on his mental and physical health. David discusses the challenges of sobriety, the importance of self-awareness, and his eventual exploration of ayahuasca as a means of healing deep-seated trauma. His story highlights the interconnectedness of physical health, mental clarity, and spiritual growth. In this conversation, David Manheim shares his transformative experiences with ayahuasca, breathwork, and the Wim Hof method, emphasizing the profound impact these practices have had on his anxiety and personal growth. He discusses the importance of a growth mindset in recovery, the healing power of breathwork, and the significance of spirituality in overcoming cynicism and negativity. Through his journey, he highlights the interconnectedness of mental health, addiction recovery, and spiritual exploration, offering insights and practical advice for those seeking change.
takeaways
Recovery is a journey filled with ups and downs.
Community support is crucial in overcoming addiction.
Personal experiences shape our understanding of recovery.
Loss in the recovery community can be deeply felt.
Breathwork can provide a path to healing and relaxation.
It's important to share our stories to help others.
Sober living requires ongoing effort and connection.
Finding joy in sobriety is a continuous process.
Therapy and support systems are vital for mental health.
Embracing our 'weirdness' can foster community and acceptance. Childhood trauma can have lasting effects on mental health.
Generational trauma often influences our behaviors and reactions.
Addiction can stem from unresolved emotional pain and anxiety.
Finding healthy coping mechanisms is crucial for recovery.
Yoga and breathwork can provide powerful tools for healing.
The biker lifestyle can mask deeper emotional issues.
Recovery is a journey that requires self-reflection and honesty.
Support from family can play a significant role in recovery.
Understanding the root of addiction is essential for healing.
Personal growth often comes from facing and overcoming challenges. Detoxing can lead to a profound sense of self-discovery.
Life at the ashram introduced strict routines that fostered healing.
Breathwork is a powerful tool for mental clarity and emotional release.
Sobriety often emerges as a byproduct of dedicated practice.
Ayahuasca can facilitate deep emotional healing and trauma release.
Self-awareness is crucial in overcoming addiction and anxiety.
The journey of healing is unique to each individual.
Traditional practices can offer modern solutions to mental health issues.
Finding balance in life requires understanding one's own needs.
Forgiveness and letting go are essential for personal growth. Ayahuasca can lead to significant personal transformation.
Overcoming anxiety is possible through various methods.
Breathwork and cold exposure can enhance mental clarity.
A growth mindset is essential for recovery and personal growth.
Spirituality can provide a pathway out of negativity.
Mindfulness practices can help in addiction recovery.
Breathwork can be a powerful tool for emotional release.
It's important to take small steps towards change.
Healing is a holistic process involving mind, body, and spirit.
Community and support are vital in the recovery journey.
titles
Finding Joy in Sobriety
Breathwork: A Path to Healing The Biker's Path: Addiction and Recovery
Yoga as a Lifeline: David's Transformation Ayahuasca: A Path to Healing Trauma
The Power of Breath: A New Beginning Conquering Anxiety: A Personal Story
Transformative Journeys: Ayahuasca and Beyond
Sound Bites
"Being sober is amazing."
"There aren't enough pills in the world to keep me happy."
"Rest in peace Chris Hoerter."
"He tried to beat it into me a little bit."
"I had so much anxiety, I would freeze."
"Your dad is a victim of a victim."
"I just want to be happy again."
"You're in an altered state of mind."
"This is a fucking cult."
"It's like 10 years of psychotherapy in that session."
"Your anxiety is gone. This is it. I don't have anxiety."
"Breathwork is so simple. You don't need any equipment."
Chapters
00:00Introduction and Personal Reflections
11:00Community and Connection in Recovery
18:00The Impact of Loss in the Recovery Community
26:04A Journey of Healing and Breathwork
39:16The Impact of Childhood Trauma
47:18The Biker Lifestyle and Its Consequences
54:46The Descent into Opiate Addiction
01:01:12Finding Hope Through Yoga
01:10:20Transformative Power of Breathwork
01:16:35The Journey to Recovery and Self-Discovery
01:25:31The Power of Breathwork
01:32:40Finding Balance: Sobriety and Self-Awareness
01:40:12Ayahuasca Experience: Healing Through Purging
01:57:30The Power of Ayahuasca and Personal Transformation
02:02:38The Wim Hof Method: Breathwork and Cold Exposure
02:09:59Healing Through Breathwork and Mindfulness
02:22:12Growth Mindset in Recovery and Spirituality Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.


