The Healing & Freedom Journey

Mark DeJesus
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Apr 1, 2026 • 1h 31min

đź”´ OCD Makes You Feel Like a REPROBATE | Demon Confusion | New Career Path | ROCD

In this midweek live, I begin by addressing OCD, scrupulosity, and the tormenting fear of being a “reprobate,” unpacking what the Bible actually says about a debased mind versus what an anxious, obsessive filter tells you about yourself. I talk about salvation OCD, the unpardonable sin, intrusive thoughts, and how perfectionism, performance-driven Christianity. From there, […]
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Mar 31, 2026 • 40min

Embracing IMPERFECTION and Experiencing God’s Love and Grace

I invite you into a gracious, Christ-centered way of relating to your imperfections in a renewed way—not as areas to compulsively fix, run away from or erase, but as places where love and grace can finally reach you and worlk through you. If you struggle with perfectionism, the “just right but never enough” mindset, OCD […]
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Mar 26, 2026 • 34min

Working Through OCD and LOW Feelings and Emotions

If you’ve ever battled OCD, scrupulosity, perfectionism, or just that “never enough” way of living, you may know what it’s like to suddenly find yourself feeling low, empty, and emotionally flat—right in the middle of trying to get better. Today, I unpack what I call the doldrums—those windless, still seasons where the drama of compulsions quiets […]
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Mar 24, 2026 • 25min

Stop Catastrophizing Your Thoughts

Conversation about the habit of turning small problems into imagined emergencies. Exploration of physical and emotional signs when thoughts spiral into worst-case scenarios. Discussion of how these reactions harm relationships, confidence, and healing. Practical steps for noticing the pattern, pausing, and responding with compassion.
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Mar 23, 2026 • 2h 5min

đź”´ Boundaries with Unhealthy Parents | Borderline Personality Disorder | Fear of Death

In Sunday Live, we dig into boundaries with dysfunctional and unhealthy parents, neediness, borderline personality disorder, religious OCD, scrupulosity and more! I start off with why Paul was able to break through the fear of death and end the broadcast addressing a 68-year-old pastor who has spent decades tormented by the fear that his past […]
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Mar 19, 2026 • 22min

10 Ways to Stop Being Afraid of Your Thoughts

If you’re exhausted from battling your own thoughts, this video is for you. In this teaching, I’m opening up about a struggle that’s been very real in my own life: being afraid of my thoughts—especially those intrusive, “where did THAT come from?” thoughts that seem to hijack your peace and spin you into anxiety, shame, […]
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Mar 17, 2026 • 21min

You Are NOT the Thoughts that Show Up in Your Mind

Do you struggle with disturbing, dark or “crazy” thoughts that pop into your mind that make you immediately wonder, â€śWhat is wrong with me?” That was my life for a long time. Fear-based, anxiety-ridden, intrusive thoughts would spin me out, and I felt convinced they were exposing something horribly wrong with my heart. In this message, I […]
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Mar 15, 2026 • 2h 10min

🔴 Chained But Not Captive | Obsession Over Physical Appearance | Modern Prophets and God’s Voice

In this broadcast I div into the intersection of biblical truth and mental health, and how the two meet us right in the middle of our real-life struggles. I start in Philippians 1:12–18, looking at Paul’s imprisonment as a master class in what I call â€średeemed interpretation.” Paul was in chains, but he refused to live as a […]
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Mar 12, 2026 • 47min

Mercy and Gods Compassionate Tenderness

Have you learned about how tender God’s mercy is towards us? Join me as I take a journey through discovering God’s transforming mercy, specifically in the Old Testament. We will look at the richness of words like racham and rachamim — and discover that God’s compassion toward you is not distant or cold. It’s tender, […]
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Mar 10, 2026 • 22min

Don’t Feed Intrusive Thoughts Because they Are TROLLS

You’ve been fighting your intrusive thoughts and yet they keep coming back, often stronger than before. But there are some reasons why these thoughts seem to get worse of even stronger. Once we understand that, everything can beging changing. I’m going to show you why your intrusive thoughts behave exactly like trolls and why every […]

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