

Weaving Your Reality
Ksenia Avdulova
Welcome to the space where you weave a new world of soul led self expression, in a world of infinite possibility.
Weaving Your Reality holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul's expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.
We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.
We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.
This is not just a podcast. It's an invocation.
A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.
So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.
To create not from pressure, but from presence.
Not from performance, but from truth.
To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.
May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.
May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.
May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for weaving your reality alongside me.
Weaving Your Reality holds conversations that weave inner and outer technology as a vehicle for your soul's expression in the world. We explore entrepreneurship, creativity and ritual in the digital age.
We talk about business here — but not the kind built on burnout or boxes.
We talk about creativity, visibility, and digital presence — not as strategies to squeeze into, but as sacred technologies for frequency, storytelling, and energetic leadership.
This is not just a podcast. It's an invocation.
A whispered reminder that you are the creator — and everything you build from your center carries the codes of who you really are.
So let this be an invitation to weave boldly.
To create not from pressure, but from presence.
Not from performance, but from truth.
To design your life, your brand, and your online expression as a sacred offering.
May the frequencies you tap into here remind you of your inner technology.
May you be moved into aliveness, joy of creation and playfulness.
May miracles unfold as a natural side effect of being fully alive.
Thank you for being here.
Thank you for weaving your reality alongside me.
Episodes
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Nov 20, 2020 • 1h 42min
129: Tiny Cabin and Life Update with My Love ERIC BRIEF
My life partner Eric Brief is back for a candid conversation about our tiny home life, renovations, and how moving to nature has changed our lives and digital businesses. We discuss: Using digital businesses as a tool for a life of freedom in nature Living a life of creativity and how it's changed since we moved from city to nature Redefining the concept of being "rich" When social media feels like an interruption to your life How we co-create our life together The process of buying our tiny cabin Eric's journey from his first full-time job to becoming entrepreneur (and the role that crystals played in it) Going nomadic and returning to renovate our tiny home How his business SEO exploded since he partnered with his co-founder Turning joyful experimentation on TikTok into revenue Our next building project! The shabbat cabin Our favorite things about moving from city to nature Mentioned: Cacao ceremony podcast episode with Florencia Fridman My basket obsession My TikTok experiment crystalcriminals.com Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify Previous episodes with Eric: 56: We Bought A Tiny Home! Our Adventure From NYC to Upstate New York 74: Ksenia and Eric – We Are Going Nomadic! The Why, How and Where 87: Eric Brief – All About Crystals

Nov 13, 2020 • 21min
128: Let Go Of Resistance & Co-Create with The Flow Of Life – KSENIA
In this episode, I share the biggest lesson I've learned on letting go of resistance. When you allow the space for resistance to be, it transforms into a profound sense of flow. I share how I've experienced it in my life, business, and how it led to PORTALS: Saturday School collaboration with Michelle Pellizzon of @Holisticism. See all show notes and previous episodes on wokeandwired.com Mentioned: Emotional Resolution with Cedric Bertelli PORTALS: Saturday School Michelle Pellizzon on Woke & Wired becurrent productivity workshop Conscious Social Media x Human Design workshop Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more.

Nov 6, 2020 • 1h 34min
127: Ceremonial Cacao for Creativity & Business – "The Chocolate Shaman" KEITH WILSON
In this episode, we get back to one of the most popular topics on the podcast and cover all things ceremonial cacao with Keith Wilson of Keith's Cacao. Use discount code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS when you order ceremonial cacao on keithscacao.com. We discuss: What is ceremonial cacao? What is a cacao ceremony? Cacao as a food of the shift How Keith sources cacao with guidance from the Cacao Spirit Cacao as a driver for creativity and innovation Why how you drink cacao is not as important as the cacao you drink Caffeine in chocolate VS caffeine in ceremonial cacao Plant medicines critical to the formation of civilization and why cacao might be one of them! Anandamide ("bliss" molecule in cacao) Naturally occurring endocannabinoids in cacao Psychedelic medicines and cacao The unexpected result from combining cacao and DMT Why hand peeling cacao makes a big difference How ceremonial grade cacao is made How cacao guided Keith Wilson to become an entrepreneur Co-creating business with Spirit Keith shares his intuitive message for me and the listeners! See all show notes and more episodes on kseniabrief.com Connect with Keith: Keithscacao.com – use code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS for 5% off ceremonialcacao.blogspot.com youtube.com/keithscacao Keith's Cacao Recipe Mentioned by Ksenia: At Home with Ksenia on YouTube The Cacao Portal episode 14 – cacao and Maya cosmovision episode 101 – cacao and frequency healing Share your medicine with the world meditation on Insight Timer Mentioned by Keith: Mayanutinstitute.org Alison Coe on YouTube Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Nov 6, 2020 • 1h 34min
127: Ceremonial Cacao for Creativity & Business – "The Chocolate Shaman" KEITH WILSON
In this episode, we get back to one of the most popular topics on Woke & Wired and cover all things ceremonial cacao with Keith Wilson of Keith's Cacao. Use discount code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS when you order ceremonial cacao on keithscacao.com. We discuss: What is ceremonial cacao? What is a cacao ceremony? Cacao as a food of the shift How Keith sources cacao with guidance from the Cacao Spirit Cacao as a driver for creativity and innovation Why how you drink cacao is not as important as the cacao you drink Caffeine in chocolate VS caffeine in ceremonial cacao Plant medicines critical to the formation of civilization and why cacao might be one of them! Anandamide ("bliss" molecule in cacao) Naturally occurring endocannabinoids in cacao Psychedelic medicines and cacao The unexpected result from combining cacao and DMT Why hand peeling cacao makes a big difference How ceremonial grade cacao is made How cacao guided Keith Wilson to become an entrepreneur Co-creating business with Spirit Keith shares his intuitive message for me and the listeners! See all show notes and more episodes on wokeandwired.com Connect with Keith: Keithscacao.com – use code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS for 5% off ceremonialcacao.blogspot.com youtube.com/keithscacao Keith's Cacao Recipe Mentioned by Ksenia: At Home with Ksenia on YouTube The Cacao Portal Woke & Wired episode 14 – cacao and Maya cosmovision Woke & Wired episode 101 – cacao and frequency healing Share your medicine with the world meditation on Insight Timer Mentioned by Keith: Mayanutinstitute.org Alison Coe on YouTube Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more.

Nov 6, 2020 • 1h 34min
127: Ceremonial Cacao for Creativity & Business – "The Chocolate Shaman" KEITH WILSON
In this episode, we get back to one of the most popular topics on Woke & Wired and cover all things ceremonial cacao with Keith Wilson of Keith's Cacao. Use discount code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS when you order ceremonial cacao on keithscacao.com. We discuss: What is ceremonial cacao? What is a cacao ceremony? Cacao as a food of the shift How Keith sources cacao with guidance from the Cacao Spirit Cacao as a driver for creativity and innovation Why how you drink cacao is not as important as the cacao you drink Caffeine in chocolate VS caffeine in ceremonial cacao Plant medicines critical to the formation of civilization and why cacao might be one of them! Anandamide ("bliss" molecule in cacao) Naturally occurring endocannabinoids in cacao Psychedelic medicines and cacao The unexpected result from combining cacao and DMT Why hand peeling cacao makes a big difference How ceremonial grade cacao is made How cacao guided Keith Wilson to become an entrepreneur Co-creating business with Spirit Keith shares his intuitive message for me and the listeners! See all show notes and more episodes on wokeandwired.com Connect with Keith: Keithscacao.com – use code BREAKFASTCRIMINALS for 5% off ceremonialcacao.blogspot.com youtube.com/keithscacao Keith's Cacao Recipe Mentioned by Ksenia: At Home with Ksenia on YouTube The Cacao Portal Woke & Wired episode 14 – cacao and Maya cosmovision Woke & Wired episode 101 – cacao and frequency healing Share your medicine with the world meditation on Insight Timer Mentioned by Keith: Mayanutinstitute.org Alison Coe on YouTube Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more.

Oct 30, 2020 • 1h 42min
126: Running An Intuitive Business – MICHELLE PELLIZZON of Holisticism and KSENIA AVDULOVA [special episode]
In this episode, founder of Holisticism (@holsticism) Michelle Pellizzon (@betterbymichelle) and I (@whereisksenia) sit down to give you a glimpse into behind the scenes of our businesses as we experiment and navigate the waters of entrepreneurship and spirituality. We also announce our new collaborative workshop, PORTALS: Saturday School on November 14, 2020. Ready to consistently create inspired content, get unstuck from 2020 overwhelm and prep for a powerfully intuitive and aligned 2021? Join us for this half-day not-your-regular-business school here. When you buy a ticket, you get a FREE ticket to bring a friend. Because… abundance and collaboration! See all show notes on wokeandwired.com We discuss: Some of our biggest wins and fails of 2020 The one business strategy that led to a $120k launch and 4x revenue in a year How our collaborative workshop, PORTALS: Saturday School came together How to scale your desire to help people From dance student to running a multiple six-figure intuitive business How she implemented sliding scale pricing in her business Our go-to beverages and workouts Experimenting with using texts for her business Why you don't need fancy equipment to run a successful business Hearing voices as a child Acting on intuitive hits Creating a self-honoring practice as part of your business strategy What are The Akashic Records? Collaboration over competition How the Akashic Records helped Michelle with self-limiting beliefs Feeling like an outcast in the world of spiritual entrepreneurs Connect with Michelle Pellizzon: Holisticism.com @holisticism @bettermymichelle By text: 818.699.9735 Connect with Ksenia Avdulova: @whereisksenia on IG @whereisksenia on TikTok At Home with Ksenia on YouTube Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. Join my email list to know about upcoming workshops and more.

Oct 22, 2020 • 1h 13min
125: Lessons From Ayahuasca and Alchemizing Grief Into Presence – JASMIN JENKINS
Jasmin Jenkins (@jasmin.jenkins) is a dear friend, founder of Fall Up and an Integrative Grief Guide on a mission to alchemize grief into presence. We discuss: Jasmin's healing journey after losing her brother to suicide and mother to cancer How she got into plant medicine The fear of being out of control Asking for what you need Exercising open communication in relationships Sacred shedding of relationships that no longer serve you Being in highest alignment with life Finding wholeness in the midst of feeling broken How to know you're ready for plant medicine The spectrum of grief Alchemizing grief into the joy of presence The Four Invitations of Grief framework Embracing avoidance to feel as a pathway to awakening How Ayahuasca impacted Jasmin's career Spirit-led investing Disclaimer: We don't promote use of legal or illegal psychoactive substances. This podcast is created for informational purposes only. Connect with Jasmin Jenkins: @jasmin.jenkins jasmin-jenkins.com Fall Up Grief as Celebration circles Connect with Ksenia: kseniabrief.com Ksenia's email list Instagram @ksenia.brief YouTube Ksenia Brief TikTok @ksenia.brief Subscribe, rate and review the podcast on Apple Podcasts Follow the podcast on Spotify

Oct 16, 2020 • 57min
124: Plants As Antidotes To Problems: Regenerative Business and Ibogaine – TALIA EISENBERG
Welcome back to the expanded consciousness series. Talia Eisenberg (@talia.eisenberg) is the co-founder of Ibogaine Research Institute, co-founder and CEO of Healer Collective and business consultant focusing on regenerative business. Talia received her MBA in Sustainable Solutions from Presidio Graduate School. Disclaimer: We don't promote use of legal or illegal psychoactive substances. This podcast is created for informational purposes only. See all show notes on wokeandwired.com We discuss: Plants as antidotes to problems Making healing accessible Coming from a family of Holocaust survivors Living with a sense of "not fitting in" in Omaha, Nebraska How Talia opened an art gallery in NYC in her 20s Becoming addicted to opioids at 21 How ibogaine changed the course of Talia's life Curiosity as the foundation for entrepreneurship Feeling unworthy around money Redefining the "starving artist" paradigm What is regenerative business Connecting to force fields within you Digital boundaries Connect with Talia Eisenberg: @talia.eisenberg @healercollective Healercollective.com Ibogaine Research Institute Mentioned: Mark M. Beckwith Byron Katie Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. Join our email list to know about upcoming workshops and more!

Oct 8, 2020 • 1h 13min
123: Kambo, The Consciousness Expanding Frog Medicine – REBECCA NAYLOR
Rebecca Naylor (@mysticradiance) is an Energy Medicine Practitioner working with a spectrum of healing modalities including indigenous ancestral medicines and shamanic energy healing. See all show notes on wokeandwired.com We discuss: What is Kambo and where does it come from Kambo as an alternative healing treatment for autoimmune conditions Kambo and hunting magic Being an instrument for the medicine of Kambo How she transitioned from interior design to shamanic medicine work Bringing together Eastern, Western and Indigenous wisdom through Kambo healing Receiving and following messages through spirit What a Kambo experience is like Conscious evolution of the planet Life as an energy exchange Being a multidimensional being in the digital space Social media as a bridge of information that unifies everyone across the planet How Rebecca sold out a 40-person retreat using social media (with under 700 followers) Mentioned: Conscious Social Media Program Woke & Wired 122: Paul Austin: Intuition, Entrepreneurship, Creativity & Microdosing Psychedelics Consciousness Medicine: Indigenous Wisdom, Entheogens, and Expanded States of Consciousness for Healing and Growth IAKP, The International Association of Kambo Practitioners Woke & Wired 60: Founder Of Poo~Pourri Suzy Batiz: It's Not Business, It's A Spiritual Journey Connect with Rebecca Naylor: kambospiritpath.com @kambospiritpath @mysticradiance Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. Join our email list to know about upcoming workshops and more!

Oct 2, 2020 • 55min
122: Intuition, Entrepreneurship, Creativity & Microdosing Psychedelics – PAUL AUSTIN
Welcome to the expanded consciousness series. My first guest is Paul F. Austin (@paulaustin3w). Paul is an entrepreneur, public speaker, and educator. He has founded two companies in the emerging psychedelic space, Third Wave and Synthesis. The Microdosing Experience program with Paul is now open, and you can get a 20% discount when you use code WOKE on thethirdwave.co. See all show notes on wokeandwired.com Disclaimer: We don't promote use of legal or illegal psychoactive substances. This podcast is created for informational purposes only. Connect with Woke & Wired: If you enjoyed the podcast, share it with a friend or on Instagram stories (tag @wokeandwired). Subscribe, rate and review the show on iTunes. Experience alignment with the 5-Day Social Media Challenge. We discuss: Paul's upbringing and early psychedelic experiences The process of becoming over ego-based accomplishments How he became a digital nomad The skill of dropping into your intuition Creativity as a spiritual practice What is microdosing Microdosing for social anxiety What happens in an afterglow of a psychedelic experience The importance of psychedelic integration and community Changing the cultural conversation around psychedelics through the lens of microdosing What's the difference between psychedelics and drugs?


