

Before You Kill Yourself: a suicide prevention podcast.
Leo Flowers
When the pain feels unbearable and we feel alone in our suffering this podcast will sit with you. Let's rediscover our purpose, reduce our pain and regain our sense of belonging. Join comedian Leo Flowers M.A. as he shares his own journey through suicidality, interviews guests with lived experiences and discusses with experts on how to escape the flames and create a life worth living.
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Dec 23, 2019 • 57min
QURON FENLAYSON: GO FROM OVERWHELMED TO OVERJOYED
Today's guest is Quron Fenlayson. We discuss how he overcame being evicted more than 6x's with his wife and three children, to now being a successful and thriving entrepreneur.

Dec 16, 2019 • 1h 16min
KENDRICK CHAVEZ: BE INSPIRED BY YOUR OWN POTENTIAL
Today's guest is author and fitness leader, Kendrick Chavez. We discuss: his passion for ending childhood obesity; his struggles with shyness; how to light yourself; the best time to meditate; green juice recipe; how to journal; how to be a creative badass; how to get inspired by your own potential; how to become a superhero; how to get out of your own way; the truth about gifted and talented schools; why no one is disabled and his new book, MILLENIUM MOMENTUM. KENDRICK CHAVEZ IG: SUICIDE PREVENTION: 1-800-273-8255CONTACT ME: beforeyoukillyourself@yahoo.com

Dec 9, 2019 • 1h 5min
ABRAHAM LINCOLN: HOW DEPRESSION CAN FUEL GREATNESS
I discuss ten takeaways from the book, "Lincoln's Melancholy: How Depression Challenged a President and Fueled His Greatness." Contact me: beforeyoukillyourself@yahoo.comSuicide Hotline: 1-800-SUICIDE

Dec 2, 2019 • 60min
MATT MCCOY: HEALING THE HIDDEN WOUNDS OF WAR
Military vet, Matt Mccoy, joins me today to discuss: HEADSTRONG (organization that provides free mental health care for military vets; how Matt has dealt with suicidal ideation; use of EMDR for mental health; best sleep hack; overcoming survivor's remorse; gender differences with mental health; how to take the pressure off; false sense of confidence and so much more!website: GETHEADSTRONG.ORGIG: @GETHEADSTRONGSuicide Prevention Center (Los Angeles)877-727-4747National Suicide Prevention Lifeline800-273-TALK [800-273-8255]1-800-SUICIDE [800-784-2433]Teen Line (Los Angeles)800-852-8336The Trevor Project (LGBTQ Youth Hotline)866-488-7386National Domestic Violence Hotline800-799-SAFE [800-799-7233]Crisis Text LineText "Connect" to 741741 in the USALifeline Chathttps://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/chat/

Nov 25, 2019 • 1h 5min
MARY SPIRITU: THE MASK OF PERFECTIONISM
Optimization Coach, Mary Spiritu, joins me to discuss: how to disrupt negative patterns and beliefs; how to be rejection proof; optimizing your life; bartering for love; keys to lasting weight loss; neuroscience behind sustaining your goals; being perfectly imperfect; overcoming childhood trauma and why you brush your teeth with charcoal.

Nov 18, 2019 • 1h 9min
HALEY KENNEDY: ACCEPT YOU NEED HELP FROM OTHERS
Today's guest is Haley Kennedy. We discuss: her admitting herself into a psyche ward; lessons learned from her suicide attempt; how to parent yourself; how to ask for help; use of cognitive behavioral therapy; difference between anxiety and depression; how to journal; how to improve sleep and so much more. The book she mentions is FIRST YOU MAKE THE BEAST BEAUTIFUL. The apps she mentions are: MOOD SPACE, SIMPLE HABIT. Find Haley Kennedy on IG: @shopsundae

Nov 11, 2019 • 1h 40min
DYLAN MANDLSOHN: GUILT IS THE OPPOSITE OF WHO YOU ARE
Comedian, Dylan Mandlsohn, joins me to discuss: overcoming "father issues;" 4 things every woman wants; the difference between guilt and being guilty; 3 lessons he learned from his mentors on money, women and business and so much more.

Nov 4, 2019 • 1h 9min
LAS VEGAS RADICAL MENTAL HEALTH COLLECTIVE: DEFINE WHO YOU ARE
In this episode we have two guests, interviewed separately. First is Ming Lai, who discusses: non-violent communication, overcoming his suicide attempt and his son with autism. The second half of the podcast is with Brittany, who shares: how she got out of her domestic abusive relationship, plans for the future and self-care. Ming and Brittany both share what the Las Vegas Radical Mental Health Collective is, how it's run and the value that people can get from being a part of and supported by it. 1-8000-SUICIDE

Oct 28, 2019 • 48min
NOAH GARDENSWARTZ: MAKE DECISIONS OUT OF LOVE, NOT FEAR
Comedian, Noah Gardenswartz, joins me to discuss: coping with his mom's death and a breakup; being recently married; drug use; how family got him through the worst of times; and writing on the Marvelous Mrs. Maisel.

Oct 21, 2019 • 1h 4min
ERYN GITELIS: JUST GET A LITTLE BIT ANGRY
Speech Pathologist, Eryn Gitelis, joins me to discuss: how to help transgender women to feminize their voice; and how she thrived after two mental health hospitalizations; her struggle with depression and suicidal ideation; and dialectal behavioral therapy.


