

Back from the Abyss: Psychiatry in Stories | Psychotherapy, Psychopharmacology, and Psychedelics
Craig Heacock MD
How do we find a way out of the darkest depths of despair? Psychiatrist Dr. Craig Heacock hosts a deep dive into powerfully moving stories of hope and healing, as well as topical explorations of psychopharmacology, psychotherapy, and psychedelics.
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Sep 22, 2019 • 45min
One phone call changed everything: EMDR Part 2
As her father descended into years of meth-induced rages and psychosis, Kate and her family repeatedly tried to flee...but there was no place to hide. And when at last, after finishing college and starting a new life with her husband, she thought she had escaped the demons of her past, a phone call lit her world on fire. Kate eventually found a way to heal through a six year treatment journey with the help of a deeply caring and skilled therapist and the tool of EMDR.This episode is the second in a two part exploration of healing through EMDR.LinksComplex PTSD and EMDRhttps://www.goodtherapy.org/blog/complex-trauma-emdr-can-help-but-its-no-quick-fix-0425165http://www.coping.us/images/Korn_2009_EMDR_with_PTSD.pdfhttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5904704/Dr. Hhttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Sep 4, 2019 • 37min
When the past haunts the present: An EMDR story
Sometimes trauma settles deeply in the mind and body and wreaks a kind of clandestine subterranean warfare, turning the body against itself and manifesting strange, frightening, disabling, and even life-threatening symptoms. Sophie's trauma simmered for 16 years, making her life difficult but still mostly manageable. Suddenly, however, she was waylaid as her trauma metastasized into something infinitely more dangerous. A long torturous course through emergency rooms and various specialists eventually ended up on a therapist's couch, holding an oscillating paddle in each hand, walking directly into the mindscape of her mother's death.LinksEMDR (Eye movement desensitization and reprocessing)https://www.emdr.com/what-is-emdr/https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/emdr-taking-a-closer-look/Video explaining fight/flight (sympathetic nervous system) vs freeze (parasympathetic nervous system) and their roles in PTSDhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6M1FumqeyMThe parasympathetic (freeze) response is tied to allergic and asthmatic reactionshttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4039300/Dr. Hhttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Aug 21, 2019 • 9min
Can cannabis be medicine? A psychiatric perspective
Is cannabis a medicine or a coping strategy? Is it safer than alcohol, or in some people, much more risky? Does it help anxiety or does it trigger panic symptoms? This mini-episode explores the complex landscape of "medical" marijuana and what this looks like in Colorado.LinksCannabis and psychosishttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4033190/Cannabis as mania triggerhttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25285897Adolescents and Cannabis-- increasing risk of developing psychosishttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25774457https://www.psychiatryadvisor.com/home/topics/addiction/cannabis-use-disorder/cannabis-induced-psychosis-in-teenagers-and-young-adults-risk-factors-detection-management/https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2931552/CBDhttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6326553/Dr. Hhttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Aug 7, 2019 • 22min
Desperately NOT seeking meth: A harm reduction story
Sobriety can sometimes be a bridge too far. In a last ditch attempt to escape his methamphetamine-drenched life, Larry moved 1000 miles away to live with his father, he threw away his cell phone, gave up all drugs and alcohol, started running, got a good job...and found himself increasingly overwhelmed by the need to put a needle in his arm.His eventual solution wasn't perfect, but it may have saved his life. LinksHarm reductionhttps://harmreductionjournal.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/1477-7517-6-35Marijuana and cognitionhttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3037578/Suboxone/buprenorphinehttps://www.samhsa.gov/medication-assisted-treatment/treatment/buprenorphinehttps://www.vox.com/science-and-health/2017/7/20/15937896/medication-assisted-treatment-methadone-buprenorphine-naltrexoneSupport the show

Jul 24, 2019 • 16min
Ketamine treatment for depression: Seven questions
This mini-episode explores some of the most frequently asked questions about ketamine: •What is ketamine?•How does it work?•Who responds best to ketamine?•What is the ketamine experience like?•What is the best way to do ketamine treatments?•What are the side effects/risks?•Who definitely shouldn't do ketamine?Interview with Dr. H about ketamine on Rural Emergency Medicine podcasthttps://www.ruralem.org/2019/03/07/episode-17-ketamine-revisited/Dr. H and Back from the Abysshttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Jul 9, 2019 • 51min
A power wash of the brain-- Ketamine, depression, and suicidality
Chris successfully hid his increasingly severe depression throughout middle and high school, but by his first year of college he could no longer ignore the horrifying signs that his brain was losing touch with reality. Inanimate objects began to radiate into his thoughts, and suicide seemed the only way to escape. Fortunately Chris took the scariest leap of all and began to open up to a therapist about what was happening in his mind, leading to an exploration of shame, a reformulation of the self, and finally the unexpectedly powerful healing of ketamine. Dr. H interview-- "Recognizing psychosis", on Rural Emergency Med podcasthttps://www.ruralem.org/2019/03/31/episode-18-recognizing-psychosis/Ketamine resources/informationhttps://www.kriyainstitute.comLinks-- Delaying treatment leads to worsening and more difficult to treat depressive, bipolar, and psychotic illnesshttps://www.nature.com/articles/mp201233https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5608308/https://eurekalert.org/pub_releases/2018-02/cfaa-oyd022318.phphttps://www.nationalelfservice.net/treatment/systems/early-intervention-in-psychosis/outcomes-in-first-episode-manic-psychosis/https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0920996412004987Dr. H and Back from the Abysshttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Jun 25, 2019 • 8min
Why it's so hard to find (or be) a good therapist-- The challenges of psychotherapy
A wise psychotherapy supervisor once said: "There are only two things a therapist can do...hold...or poke...lots of therapists are good at holding...not so many are confident enough to poke...the good therapist has mastered the art of both."Actually, there are at LEAST 4-5 other crucial mental processes that an effective therapist should be doing more or less simultaneously...and that's no easy task.This mini-episode explores the hold vs poke dilemma, why this matters so much to anyone who has come to a therapist for meaningful change, and some tangible markers for whether your therapist is up for the challenge of you.Dr. Hhttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Jun 24, 2019 • 55min
One foot in the darkness— A path through treatment resistant depression and eating disorder
Ellie grew up in small town Montana and found a highly effective way to cope with the terrible pain of adolescence, family chaos, and depression. Unfortunately, her eating disorder took on a life of its own and almost destroyed her. This is her hero's journey, not of "recovery" per se, but rather of courage, grit, and fierce intention to construct a new self, and ultimately, find a path into the light.Resources on eating disordersBooksEating in the Light of the Moon by Anita JohnsonLife without ED by Jenni SchaeferSick Enough by Jennifer Gaudanihttps://www.nationaleatingdisorders.orgFor ketamine resources see episode 1 (Strawberries)Dr. Craig Heacock is an adolescent/adult psychiatrist and addiction specialist in Colorado. He was a co-therapist in the Phase 3 trial of MDMA-Assisted Psychotherapy for PTSD and has particular interest in the use of ketamine and other psychedelics to treat severe mood disorders and PTSD. He is a graduate of the University of New Mexico School of Medicine and did his psychiatry training at Brown University.Dr. Hhttps://www.craigheacockmd.comSupport the show

Jun 18, 2019 • 1h 14min
Strawberries-- A story of bipolar disorder
In this very first episode of BFTA we explore one of the most frightening parts of the abyss, coming face to face with the desperate need to die. Elizabeth woke up five days after her near fatal suicide attempt and found herself with another chance-- this is her story of finding a new way to live and be in this world.Helpful websites on:Bipolar disorderhttps://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/bipolar-disorder/index.shtmlClozapinehttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25346322https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lanpsy/article/PIIS2215-0366(16)30081-5/fulltexthttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7883728Ketaminehttps://www.knowablemagazine.org/article/mind/2019/listening-ketaminehttps://www.scientificamerican.com/article/getting-the-inside-dope-on-ketamine-rsquo-s-mysterious-ability-to-rapidly-relieve-depression/https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/28749092Dr. H and Back from the Abysshttps://www.craigheacockmd.comDr. Craig Heacock is an adolescent/adult psychiatrist and addiction specialist in Colorado. He was a co-therapist in the Phase 3 trial of MDMA-Assisted Psychotherapy for PTSD and has particular interest in the use of ketamine and other psychedelics to treat severe mood disorders and PTSD. He is a graduate of the University of New Mexico School of Medicine and did his psychiatry training at Brown University.Support the show


