

Catherine Toon
Catherine Toon
It’s time to lay toxic religion down and experience healing, wholeness, and freedom. Get ready for massive spiritual transformation as Catherine Toon, MD and her guests share. You have found a happy place of love – a breath of fresh air!
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Jul 2, 2025 • 43min
EP #285 - Reimagining Church: Identity, Grace & Healing from Religious Trauma with Catherine Toon & Mike Zenker - Audio
In this powerful conversation, Catherine Toon and Mike Zenker dive deep into what it truly means to be the church—not just attend one. Together, they unpack complex yet crucial topics like identity in Christ, unlearning toxic doctrine, spiritual hunger, and healing from religious trauma.
Discover how grace, humility, and authentic love trump rigid dogma, and why community and diverse perspectives are vital for spiritual growth. They also explore the radical nature of Jesus’ love, the struggle of loving the unlovable, and the journey of finding yourself again after religious hurt.
This is an honest, compassionate dialogue about reclaiming your faith, understanding your true identity, and walking in unconditional love. Whether you've been hurt by the church, feel spiritually starved, or are just seeking deeper meaning, this episode offers hope, healing, and fresh perspective.
www.growingingrace.com
Contact Mike:
https://hopefellowshipycc.com/
www.youtube.com/c/MichaelZenker
Are you ready to release LIFE and LOVE instead of chaos? Don’t miss this thought-provoking, empowering conversation!
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
* FREE “Protect Your Purpose Masterclass” and align with your God-given calling: https://catherinetoon.com.
* Your Partnership Changes Lives! Your tax-deductible donations enable us to spread this life-giving message far and wide. Partner with us today: https://catherinetoon.com/support.
Like, Share, and Subscribe to bring hope and encouragement to your feed and others. Every click helps spread God’s transformative love. Thank you!
Contact Bill Vanderbush:
https://billvanderbush.com/
Facebook: @billvanderbushpublic
Instagram: @billosopher59
X/Twitter: @billvanderbush
YouTube: @@billvanderbush
“Unveiled Horizons” available on Amazon
Follow Catherine Toon:
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* LinkedIn: @CatherineToon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
* Pinterest: @catherinetoonmd

Jun 25, 2025 • 48min
EP #284 - Empowering Voices, Publishing Grace, and Living the Very Good News | Interview with Robin Smit - Audio
In this inspiring and thought provoking episode, Catherine sits down with powerhouse publisher and grace champion, Robin Smith—founder of The Writer’s Society (TWS) and co-founder of the Grace Awakening Network (GAN). Get an insider look at how God is using Robin to launch voices into their purpose, publish grace-saturated works, and steward “the very good news” of the Gospel in fresh, creative ways.
You’ll hear how TWS has published over 78 books in just 2.5 years, the birth of the Resurrection Life poetry project, and upcoming co-authored works like Finding Your Voice. Robin also shares how her personal story—from Word of Faith roots to radical grace advocate—informs everything she does.
Resurrection Life: A Collection of Poetry: https://www.amazon.com/dp/1961180936?
Contact Robin: https://linktr.ee/robintws
Email: Robinsmit7@gmail.com
GanTV: https://gantv.com/
Are you ready to release LIFE and LOVE instead of chaos? Don’t miss this thought-provoking, empowering conversation!
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
* FREE “Protect Your Purpose Masterclass” and align with your God-given calling: https://catherinetoon.com.
* Your Partnership Changes Lives! Your tax-deductible donations enable us to spread this life-giving message far and wide. Partner with us today: https://catherinetoon.com/support.
Like, Share, and Subscribe to bring hope and encouragement to your feed and others. Every click helps spread God’s transformative love. Thank you!
Contact Bill Vanderbush:
https://billvanderbush.com/
Facebook: @billvanderbushpublic
Instagram: @billosopher59
X/Twitter: @billvanderbush
YouTube: @@billvanderbush
“Unveiled Horizons” available on Amazon
Follow Catherine Toon:
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* LinkedIn: @CatherineToon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
* Pinterest: @catherinetoonmd

Jun 18, 2025 • 56min
EP #283 - The Sound of Your Blood: Interview with Bill Vanderbush - Audio
In this powerful and prophetic dialogue, Dr. Catherine Toon sits down with Bill Vanderbush to explore his new book, "The Sound of Your Blood". Together, they unpack the deep spiritual, biblical, and atmospheric implications of the “voice” of our blood. What does your blood say about your inner life? What is creation echoing back to us? And how do our words, worship, and identity shape the world around us?
This conversation dives deep into humanity's divine calling to steward the earth through sound, presence, and identity. Discover how worship, honesty with God, and creative gratitude usher heaven to earth. Bill and Catherine explore how judgment distorts creation, while blessing, sound, and love transform it. This episode is an invitation into your truest identity—a powerful, joy-filled child of God—called to awaken the world with divine glory.
Whether you're hungry for deeper revelation, healing, or practical ways to partner with God's redemptive plan for creation, this conversation will leave you empowered and in awe.
Key Takeaways:
* The voice of your blood reveals your internal world.
* Creation responds to human judgment, words, and worship.
* We are called to steward the earth with spiritual authority.
* Honesty with God is a gateway to personal and planetary healing.
* Worship and sound release freedom, healing, and transformation.
* Our identity in Christ is rooted in glory, not shame.
* Spiritual awakening is key to redemptive influence.
* Joy, gratitude, and creativity manifest heaven on earth.
* The blood of Jesus is a divine transfusion of grace and power.
* You are a “solutionary” in a world desperate for healing.
Learn more about Bill Vanderbush and his book:
The Sound of Your Blood – Available now on Amazon
Website: https://billvanderbush.com/
Instagram: @billosopher59
Facebook: @billvanderbushpublic
X/Twitter: @billvanderbush
YouTube: @billvanderbush
Are you ready to release LIFE and LOVE instead of chaos? Don’t miss this thought-provoking, empowering conversation!
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
* FREE “Protect Your Purpose Masterclass” and align with your God-given calling: https://catherinetoon.com.
* Your Partnership Changes Lives! Your tax-deductible donations enable us to spread this life-giving message far and wide. Partner with us today: https://catherinetoon.com/support.
Like, Share, and Subscribe to bring hope and encouragement to your feed and others. Every click helps spread God’s transformative love. Thank you!
Contact Bill Vanderbush:
https://billvanderbush.com/
Facebook: @billvanderbushpublic
Instagram: @billosopher59
X/Twitter: @billvanderbush
YouTube: @@billvanderbush
“Unveiled Horizons” available on Amazon
Follow Catherine Toon:
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* LinkedIn: @CatherineToon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
* Pinterest: @catherinetoonmd

Jun 10, 2025 • 27min
EP #282 - Manifesting Christ: Principles vs. Relationship | Are We Truly Operating in Love? - Audio
The spiritual laws of the kingdom are available to all—but are we operating in true relationship with Christ or just working spiritual principles for our own gain?
While following God’s ways leads to life and abundance, we see these principles can be operated outside of relationship.
We see this with:
* Unrighteous people who seem to prosper outside of loving God and others
* New Age seekers who tap into spiritual laws without Christ
* Believers who mix truth/ministry with manipulation, compromise, and personal agendas
Operating out of intimate relationship with Christ causes us to not only experience life and abundance as He defines them, but do the one eternal thing that ultimately matters: love as He loves. The sobering reality? Any of us can fall into the trap of valuing things above relationship with Him That’s why Jesus warns: Matthew 7:21-23 (TPT) “Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter into heaven’s kingdom... I will say to them, ‘Go away from me, you lawless rebels! I’ve never been joined to you!’” God only relates to who we truly are: not the false deceitful manipulative and fallen ways of beings and false identities - they will not last the fires of His Love.
In this powerful and eye-opening message, we’ll explore:
* Why relationship with Christ matters more than spiritual principles
* How to examine our hearts and remove hidden motives
* Why seeking God’s kingdom first leads to true abundance (Matthew 6:33)
* How to recognize false prophets and avoid deception (Matthew 7:14-25)
* The difference between operating in power vs. operating in love
Let’s shift from simply working spiritual laws to walking in true, life-giving relationship with Jesus!
Don’t miss this! Listen now and align your heart with God’s love and redemptive purposes!
Special Opportunity:
FREE “Protect Your Purpose Masterclass”: https://catherinetoon.com — don’t miss this chance to align with your God-given calling!
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
* Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
Your support changes lives! Partner with us to spread this life-giving message. Your tax-deductible donations help reach more people: https://catherinetoon.com/support/.
Stay Connected and Share God’s Love!
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
Like, Share, and Subscribe to support this message of hope. Every click helps spread God’s love to a hurting world. Thank you!

Jun 3, 2025 • 27min
EP #281 - The More You Get, The More You Get | Unlocking God’s Abundance - Audio
Are you ready to step into the fullness of God’s abundance? The principle of increase is not about greed or entitlement—it’s about aligning with God’s nature and receiving from His limitless, giving heart.
God is saying: “The more you get—truly get “understand”—My abundance, My plenteous nature, and My luxurious love for you, the more you will experience it.” The lack you see is a product of the fall, but I am a God of redemption!
In this transformational message, you’ll discover:
* How to move from a scarcity mindset into God’s abundant overflow
* What blocks the flow of God’s abundance—jealousy, entitlement, judgment & more
* Why abundance isn’t about hoarding but stewarding God’s heart
* How patience and trust unlock supernatural provision
* The connection between humility, generosity, and receiving more from God
Are you ready to break free from a limited mindset and step into God’s abundance? Don’t miss this! Listen now and align your heart with God’s love and redemptive purposes!
Special Opportunity:
FREE “Protect Your Purpose Masterclass”: https://catherinetoon.com — don’t miss this chance to align with your God-given calling!
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
* Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
Your support changes lives! Partner with us to spread this life-giving message. Your tax-deductible donations help reach more people: https://catherinetoon.com/support/.
Stay Connected and Share God’s Love!
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
Like, Share, and Subscribe to support this message of hope. Every click helps spread God’s love to a hurting world. Thank you!

May 27, 2025 • 1h 4min
EP #280 - Revisiting Evangelicalism: Faith, Trinity & Union with Christ | Dr. Catherine Toon & Baxter Kruger - Audio
In this transformative conversation, Dr. Catherine Toon sits down with Dr. C. Baxter Kruger to revisit and reframe evangelicalism through the expansive lens of church history, the early church fathers, and the eternal love of the Trinity. Together, they lovingly challenge traditional evangelical views that prioritize sin and judgment, instead offering a broader, more relational theology rooted in union with Christ, Trinitarian personhood, and the radical love of God.
Discover how our faith journey is not about striving to be accepted but awakening to the truth that we are already fully embraced, adopted, and included in the divine dance of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. The dialogue also explores profound topics such as the cloud of witnesses, the early church’s vision of God, the dignity of humanity, and death as a transition rather than an end.
This episode offers hope, healing, and a rediscovery of the relational Gospel—a return to the understanding that Jesus' mission was always about restoring intimacy, identity, and belovedness in a fractured world. If you've ever felt confined by narrow theology or longed to reconnect with the global shift happening in how believers understand God, this conversation is for you.
Connect to Baxter:
https://perichoresis.org
GAN Show - Across All Worlds with Jason Clark
Patreon Channel - Across All Worlds
YouTube: @astonishedheartswithc.baxt101
Facebook: @C Baxter Kruger
Instagram: @cbaxterkruger
Don’t Miss My Protect Your Purpose Masterclass!
Struggling with distractions, doubts, or feeling stuck in your God-given purpose? I’ve created this powerful masterclass to help you gain clarity, overcome obstacles, and step fully into your divine calling. Find the recording here: https://mbl.catherinetoon.com/saveyourspot
To support the ministry with tax-deductible donations: https://catherinetoon.com/support/
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
* Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
Stay Connected and Share God’s Love!
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
Like, Share, and Subscribe to support this message of hope. Every click helps spread God’s love to a hurting world. Thank you!

May 21, 2025 • 57min
EP #279 - Beyond an Angry God | Interview with Steve McVey | The Truth About God’s Justice & Grace - Audio
What if many foundational things you thought about God’s justice, grace, and love has been misunderstood? Is God really angry? Does He demand punishment—or is He radically more loving, gracious and merciful than we’ve been taught?
Join my special guest, Steve McVey, bestselling author of Beyond an Angry God, and myself as we dismantle religious fear and rediscover the true, scandalous grace of God. This conversation will provoke your thinking, liberate your heart and transform how you see God!
In this episode, we explore:
* Is God truly angry, or have we misread the Gospel?
* The toxic effects of penal substitution theology
* What divine justice looks like from a grace lens
* How to break free from fear-based religion
* Why fairness and grace are not the same—and that’s GOOD news!
Connect with Steve McVey:
Facebook: @SteveMcVey
Website: https://stevemcvey.com
Email: mstevenmcvey@aol.com
Get Beyond an Angry God on Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/dp/0736952841
Don’t Miss My Protect Your Purpose Masterclass!
Struggling with distractions, doubts, or feeling stuck in your God-given purpose? I’ve created this powerful masterclass to help you gain clarity, overcome obstacles, and step fully into your divine calling. Find the recording here: https://mbl.catherinetoon.com/saveyourspot
To support the ministry with tax-deductible donations: https://catherinetoon.com/support/
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
* Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
Stay Connected and Share God’s Love!
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
Like, Share, and Subscribe to support this message of hope. Every click helps spread God’s love to a hurting world. Thank you!

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May 14, 2025 • 1h 10min
EP #278 - End Times, Hell, & a God of Love, Life & Light w/ Bishop Jamie Englehart - Audio
In a thought-provoking conversation, Jamie Englehart, founder of Connect International Ministries, shares insights on redefining God through love rather than fear. He critiques traditional beliefs about hell and punishment, urging a shift towards divine justice rooted in mercy. Jamie discusses the psychological impact of fear-driven theology and emphasizes the importance of relationships for spiritual growth. He also tackles the moral implications surrounding human trafficking and its afterlife judgments, advocating for a transformative understanding of the gospel centered on compassion.

May 6, 2025 • 51min
EP #277 - The Power of Identity: Interview with Bishop John D. Scott II | Unlocking Your Royal Inheritance - Audio
What if you knew—beyond a shadow of a doubt—that you are of royal lineage, crafted in the very image of God? When we truly see God as He is, our identity shifts, unlocking divine confidence, purpose, and love for ourselves and others.
Join me, Catherine Toon, and my special guest, Bishop John D. Scott II, for a powerful, thought-provoking conversation on identity, honor, and the transformational revelation of our inheritance in Christ.
In this episode, we explore:
* How seeing God correctly changes everything
* What it means to be of a royal bloodline
* How identity affects our relationships and destiny
* Practical steps to walk in love and honor
Connect with Bishop John D. Scott II:
* Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/kingdomlife23
* Website: http://kingdomlife23.us
Don’t Miss My Protect Your Purpose Masterclass!
Struggling with distractions, doubts, or feeling stuck in your God-given purpose? I’ve created this powerful masterclass to help you gain clarity, overcome obstacles, and step fully into your divine calling. Find the recording here: https://mbl.catherinetoon.com/saveyourspot
To support the ministry with tax-deductible donations: https://catherinetoon.com/support/
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
* Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
Stay Connected and Share God’s Love!
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
Like, Share, and Subscribe to support this message of hope. Every click helps spread God’s love to a hurting world. Thank you!

Apr 30, 2025 • 30min
EP #276 - What Does Love Look Like When Others Fall - Responding with Truth, Wisdom, & Grace - Audio
In a time when ministers are being exposed for true wrongdoing and others are wrongly accused, how do we navigate as believers? How do we guard our hearts from judgment, pride, and glee at another’s downfall? Most importantly, how do we respond in a way that reflects God’s love, truth, and redemption?
Deuteronomy 4:24 reminds us: “For the Lord your God is a consuming fire, a jealous God.” He is not vengeful—He is jealous for us and desires a spotless bride, not one with hidden blemishes concealed by clever cover-ups.
In this powerful and timely message, we’ll explore:
* How to respond in love and truth when leaders fall (1 Corinthians 13:4-8)
* Why gloating over another’s downfall is dangerous for our own souls
* How to discern truth amid false accusations (Matthew 5:11-12)
* What God’s refining fire looks like in our own lives (Deuteronomy 9:3)
* How to handle church discipline and confrontation biblically (Matthew 18:15-17)
* The importance of catching “little foxes” before they destroy the vineyard (Song of Solomon 2:15)
What has partnering with God unlocked in your life? Share your stories in the comments, and let’s celebrate how He is working through us all!
Don’t wait—click now and experience the breakthrough God has for you!
Special Opportunity:
FREE “Protect Your Purpose Masterclass”: https://catherinetoon.com — don’t miss this chance to align with your God-given calling!
Resources to Bless You:
* "Marked by Love, Revised & Expanded Edition" (#1 Best Seller!): https://bit.ly/3UGeJBI
* Get God, Male & Female? on Audible: https://amzn.to/49hzCIM
* FREE “How to Hear God” eBook: https://bit.ly/3cTNb49
* FREE Chapter from Marked by Love: https://markedbylovebook.com/free-chapter/
* Explore more resources: https://catherinetoon.com
Your support changes lives! Partner with us to spread this life-giving message. Your tax-deductible donations help reach more people: https://catherinetoon.com/support/.
Stay Connected and Share God’s Love!
* Facebook: @CatherineToonMD
* Instagram: @catherinetoon
* Twitter: @CatherineToonMD
* YouTube: @CatherineToon, MD
Like, Share, and Subscribe to support this message of hope. Every click helps spread God’s love to a hurting world. Thank you!


