reference:
Sri Aurobindo and the Mother, Growing Within: The Psychology of Inner Development, Chapter IX Reversal of Consciousness: The New Birth, pp. 175-176
This episode is also available as a blog post: https://sriaurobindostudies.wordpress.com/2023/05/26/becoming-aware-of-the-illusion-of-the-external-life/?fbclid=IwAR3MuNi4a0fgEV8L3yT7ws3qJ5NimkKCrkEYyaBrNn50TCcxUfxGgEyv0gM
