Coaching and grounding: listener question

Briefly my story is that I accidentally disovered the 3P in 2019, it completely changed how I saw things and I trained with Michael Neill Supercoach Academy in 2019.  I find that the things I've seen bring so much ease and freedom to my life and I love helping clients find the same ease and freedom. 

However, I know that this only goes so far. Questions around behaviours, fears, other things, don't feel like they are fully addressed by the 3P understanding alone. Patterns repeat, fears stay in the way. (My personal "stuck" is that I am an "invisible coach" - I get my clients by recommendation and referral, but am unwilling (terrified?) to go public as a coach, be much more visible etc - this is very clearly a "self" protection problem, I know!). 

Here's where I'd love your opinion, if I may.  

I've set out on this journey with you a couple of times, as is the intention (of course!) it starts to wobble my realitiy to the point where I don't know which way is up.  I have a pretty solid grouding in the 3P in that I've got myself, and can take my clients to, a place where life feels easier and lighter and freer than ever before. When I set out on this journey with your work, it (quite rightly) wobbles some of the solid ground that the 3P understanding sits on.  A couple of times I've ended up in a place where I don't know how to coach my clients - I can see that what I'm offering through the 3P isn't true-true (isn't the WHOLE story), but during the two 60 day programmes I did with you, I didn't really find a solid footing in this deeper understanding. I don't want to short-change myself and my clients by offering them only part of what is possible/available, but I have the sense that I may well be "all at sea" in this new exploration for quite some time and may not see a new "truth" to coach from in the meantime.What can I offer from this place? 

If I could go on "coaching sabattical" for 5 years and take a break explore this more deeply and come back to coaching once I've seen more, I'd do that, but that's not realistic/or what I want to do.  Do you have any brief words on how to continue to coach whilst  exploring the understanding you offer, as I expect it will remove a lot of my "solid ground" which, whilst not true-true (and doesn't go all of the way), is certainly very helpful to my clients. I know there's a lot to gain in the long run (for me and my clients) by looking at this work with you - but until I really "get it"  I feel I might lose the solid (if limited) ground that I stand on, before I  truly understand what's there to take it's place. I think you made this journey yourself, so I'm wondering if you have any guidance/suggstions on how to navigate it.