Confused and overwhelmed: listener question

I've been listening to the subliminals daily since receiving them and am up to about 30 mins a day with them.  I'm also continuing my reading and watching of books and videos on Non-duality.  I've finished your book, Home, and have also finished Tony Parsons The Open Secret, plus Ruper Spira's You Are The Happiness You Seek.  And I'm also dipping into the 26 conversation book you recommended last week.

Perhaps I'm overdoing it and trying to force the penny dropping, but I just feel confused and overwhelmed.  I have brief moments of clarity, but otherwise it's just a fog.  Maybe because of the language that is being used to explain the inexplicable?  The best way I can describe it is that I feel like I'm a millimetre away from 'getting it', but may as well be a thousand miles. Dead frustrating.

Any thoughts?