Motivation: listener observation

Seeing that we are the awareness watching this mind body system make choices, and there is no impact to make “out there”, I’m really watching my system go into “well what’s the point then”, in a way dissolving any of my past externally driven motivations. 

I also see how from here it’s just watching the system do the next thing there is to do, including doing nothing or sitting with this confusion. 

If there’s no world out there to make an impact in, then there’s really the freedom to experience what we’d like to experience next, in a non-attached way being ok if it doesn’t happen. 

So this observer now becoming creator of next thing this system will experience is what I’m curious about now. 

Going from “well what’s the point” to “wow there’s only freedom now” I’m sorta getting intellectually, and I’m excited to experience it in an embodied/integrated way! 🥴🤩🤓