The Moth I Survived the Unsurvivable | From A Slight Change of Plans
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Feb 27, 2026 
Javier Zamora, poet and memoirist who at nine crossed from El Salvador to the U.S., recounts a harrowing childhood journey and the people who kept him alive. He revisits fear, endurance, small acts of care, and the bittersweet reunions that shaped him. Short, powerful stories explore memory, survival, and the beginnings of healing.
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Childhood Journey Across Three Thousand Miles
- Javier Zamora recounts leaving El Salvador at age nine to reunite with his parents after they fled during civil war.
- The 3,000-mile trip included boat rides, bus bribes, detention, helicopter chases, and multiple near-death border attempts before reunion.
Extroversion Tied To Motherly Presence
- Javier explains his personality shifted from extrovert to quiet after his mother left when he was five.
- Activities tied to his mom—performing, market visits, potty training—became painful reminders that he avoided to stop feeling loss.
Becoming Small To Avoid Being Left Behind
- Alone with strangers after his grandfather left, Javier made himself 'small' and extremely well-behaved to avoid abandonment.
- He folded clothes, washed dishes, and suppressed childlike behavior to be kept and cared for.