Listener question: I feel I am less than them

Listener question: I'm wondering if you could guide me in some way.  I have financial difficulties so I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself in the area of work.  I have insecurity issues which tie into this.  In particular I wanted to ask you about feeling insecure around certain clients.  I see that I feel less than them and then tend to have panic attacks with them.  I can see that it's thought and I try to dig into the, "why do I feel less than them?".  I can see what's happening here and yet I don't think I'm in the observing mode.  It all comes down to separation, but do we at some point see thru this clearer if we keep questioning it?  I've been doing that for years and logically I can see it, but I think the programme is very strong and so perhaps something else has to clue in.