
Let's Talk About It What Jesus Told Ben Fitzgerald That Finally Set Him Free
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Feb 3, 2026 Ben Fitzgerald, an Australian revivalist and BSSM alumnus now serving in Europe, shares his journey from secret sexual addiction to radical surrender. He talks about being anointed yet compromised, how honest leadership forced accountability, the moment of true repentance, and practical steps for breaking secret sin and cultivating a fear of the Lord.
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Porn Became Childhood Comfort
- Ben describes pornography becoming a childhood friend after his father's suicide and how it comforted him during loneliness.
- That early relationship with porn set a pattern he later had to uproot despite years of ministry and spiritual gifts.
Refusal To Ordain Triggered Change
- Bethel leaders refused to ordain Ben as a pastor because they could not trust him with women while he still struggled with pornography.
- That firm, loving boundary woke him up and became pivotal to his healing journey.
Compassion Without Lowering Standards
- Ben emphasizes God is compassionate about why sin entered someone's life but never lowers the standard of holiness.
- Healing includes both compassion for wounds and a non-negotiable call to surrender and holiness.


