Ep. 115 The Alchemy of Collapse and Using It as a Gateway to Awakening with Taylor Perkins

In this episode of the LaidOPEN Podcast, host Charna Cassell sits down with content creator Taylor Perkins, better known on social media as Cult Daddy, for a deep conversation about spirituality, embodiment, trauma, and reclaiming personal truth after high control religion.

Taylor shares his journey growing up Mormon, achieving financial success, losing everything, and experiencing a profound spiritual awakening that reshaped how he understands consciousness, meaning, and self expression. Together they explore psychedelics as one possible tool for unlearning indoctrination while emphasizing the importance of safety, integration, and nervous system awareness.

This episode dives into paradox, expansion versus ascension, parenting as a mirror for inner child healing, embodied boundaries, trauma responses, relationships as reflections, and how suffering can become a signal for realignment rather than something to escape.

A grounded and compassionate conversation for anyone questioning inherited beliefs, navigating spiritual awakening, or seeking a more embodied and self directed path.

Show Notes:

00:00 Introduction to LaidOPEN Podcast 00:30 Meet Taylor Perkins: A Journey of Spiritual Awakening 02:12 The Paradox of Enlightenment 03:23 From Success to Spiritual Crisis 05:13 The Healing Power of Psychedelics 07:06 Navigating the Psychedelic Experience Safely 12:04 Parenting and Emotional Expression 18:11 The Mirror of Reality and Personal Growth 25:31 Understanding Contraction and Fear 26:33 Introduction to Embodiment Concepts 27:39 The Importance of Boundaries 30:09 Manifesting Intentions and Timelines 35:12 The Path to Authenticity and Self-Expansion 38:00 Partnerships and Self-Reflection 42:18 Unity and Acceptance in Duality 47:46 Final Thoughts and Resources