Tryp Rapport Episode 102 - Ibogaine, 5-MeO-DMT & Ayahuasca
Jan 10, 2026
A personal journey through intense ibogaine, 5‑MeO‑DMT and ayahuasca sessions. Stories of vivid visions, purging, and transcendent 'pretty world' experiences. Conversations about trauma, mood shifts and long days of post‑session bliss. Notes on quitting alcohol and cigarettes, lifestyle changes, and ongoing recovery work.
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Ayahuasca Sparked A Turning Point
- Jenz's first meaningful psychedelic experience was ayahuasca after decades of alcoholism and suicidal ideation.
- She puked for hours, felt a small glimpse of hope, and describes ayahuasca as penetrating her "dark broken soul" and starting a recovery journey.
Veterans Program Covered Her First Ibogaine Retreat
- Jenz learned about Ibogaine through a veterans program called VETS that helps veterans with severe PTSD using Ibogaine.
- The program was funded to send veterans to Mexico, provided nursing care, a chef, and cost around $4,000 a week for a luxury retreat.
Ibogaine Can Suddenly Black Out Visuals
- Ibogaine onset felt like dizziness and seasickness, then visual distortion for Jenz, but her first session unexpectedly blacked out after a few hours.
- She saw a dancing puppet, fleeting faces, then a curtain of black that made her think the medicine had left though staff said only hours had passed.