Finding Joy: Resigning From My Clinical Job and What’s Next for Me

In this solo episode, I am opening up about a big life change. I recently resigned from my clinical job. On paper it may sound simple, but the story under it holds a lot of layers, emotion, and growth.

I talk about what led to my decision, what it brought up from my childhood, and how this shift is changing the way I raise my kids. If you grew up chasing safety, grades, or approval, parts of this will feel familiar.

I get into:

• Why leaving a “stable” job can feel scary even when it is the right move

• Growing up with fear of failure and how that shaped my choices

• How the healthcare system wore me down over time

• The grief that comes with leaving patients, residents, and a place that shaped me

• Panic, burnout, and the signs your body gives you before your mind catches up

• How I want my kids to think about failure, risk, and self trust

• Why security matters and why quitting is not always simple or possible

• What it means to choose alignment even when fear is in the room

Check out more on Poppins as I step into a new role there 

00:00 – What Bravery Really Means 01:06 – Welcome and Finding Joy Returns 02:35 – Growing Up With Fear of Failure 03:48 – Why Medicine Felt Safe 04:25 – Burnout and Losing Alignment 04:46 – Building PedsDocTalk 05:31 – Signs It Was Time to Leave 06:45 – Choosing Risk and Entrepreneurship 07:46 – Grief, Loyalty, and Letting Go 09:09 – When the System Moves On Without You 09:53 – Breaking Generational Patterns 10:15 – What I Want My Kids to Learn 11:44 – Choosing Yourself Despite Uncertainty 12:45 – Questions to Find Your Own Alignment 13:30 – Closing and What’s Next

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