Demetra Prochaska, a talented singer/songwriter, beautifully opens up about her battle with depression, sparked during her teens amid her parents' divorce. She reveals her haunting song "i am not okay," encapsulating her struggles and the search for help. Demetra shares her ten-month experience in a residential treatment center and the challenges she faced during the pandemic. Highlighting the power of music as a therapeutic outlet, her journey underscores the importance of support, self-advocacy, and the universal need to feel heard.
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Early Music And Trusted Adults
Demetra first noticed depression in early teens around her parents' divorce and began writing songs then.
She confided in a high-school guidance counselor and trusted teachers who made her feel heard and safe.
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Residential Treatment Shift
Demetra spent ten months in a residential treatment center and initially resisted change.
After accepting treatment she committed to recovery and still keeps contact with people who helped her.
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Pandemic Worsened Despair
In the pandemic of 2020 Demetra fell into an unbearable depression and began writing intensely.
She composed and recorded the opening of "I'm Not Okay" within minutes while feeling practically suicidal.
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When depression feels unbearable, finding a way to express it can be lifesaving. In this episode, we sit down with singer-songwriter Demetra Prochaska, who bravely shares her journey through depression, treatment, and recovery. From confiding in teachers and counselors as a teen, to writing and performing her powerful song “I’m Not Okay” during one of her darkest times, Demetra shows us how music can transform pain into connection and hope.
Her story is a testament to the importance of speaking up, seeking help, and allowing creativity to become a form of healing. Listeners will be moved by her honesty, resilience, and the reminder that even when you’re not okay right now, there is always hope for tomorrow.
The power of music as a tool for coping with depression
How expressing emotions through songwriting fosters healing
The role of trusted adults, teachers, and counselors in early intervention
What it means to be a fierce self-advocate in the face of mental illness
Coping strategies for daily struggles and moments of crisis
The impact of sharing personal truths to break stigma
Timestamps: 00:00 – Introduction and framing of the episode 02:00 – Songs and lyrics that resonate with depression 03:40 – Introducing singer-songwriter Demetra Prochaska 04:00 – Early signs of depression during adolescence 04:54 – Confiding in teachers and counselors for support 06:00 – Entering residential treatment and opening up to recovery 07:59 – Looking back on her transformation post-treatment 08:30 – The pandemic and a return of unbearable depression 09:13 – Writing the song “I’m Not Okay” 10:41 – The distinction between not wanting to die vs. not wanting to live like this 12:01 – Finding hope even in moments of despair 13:33 – Learning to reach out and advocate for herself 14:24 – Practical coping strategies and self-check-ins 15:25 – Needing reassurance and reminders of self-worth 16:51 – Turning points in getting professional help 17:42 – The courage of asking others to reflect your value back 20:18 – Full performance of “I’m Not Okay” 23:05 – Closing reflections and encouragement for listeners
Giving Voice to Depression: Real Stories & Expert Support for Depression and Mental Health