Listener question: health and not knowing

I am hoping you could do a podcast around a subject of ”not knowing and health issues”. 

My son got a diagnosis of borreliosis recently. What has been a pattern so far when it comes to health related issues is an activity of using google and getting   more information on the subject and getting more help from alternative medicin. I don’t seem to trust medical experts in the western medicin while I have had too many bad experiences and learned about so many other alternative methods that can be less harmful to the body. I have a degree in nursing and it seems that my understanding of health has gone into more holistic understanding of health and the importance of microbiome.  

 It seems to me that I would like to have acceptance of a medical doctor who would say I am doing the right choices for my son. When it comes to my own body I have no doubts. I don’t like aggressive treatment and numbing fysical symptoms while what I have learned is that the body is always towards balance, if we just let it do that and help the body. Still when it comes to my son, it is more difficult to trust this learning. The unknown seems to make me restless, it looks like my sons health is in my shoulders so the ”I” needs to do ”right decicions”. I can see how mind is actively trying to secure the self...I do what makes sense given what has been understood so far plus the selfing may happen or not. Maybe I have a different understanding about bodys ability to heal than the doctor has. What seems to be here is a possibility to explore the unknown...