Shame and readiness: listener observation

Today I watched day 22 life cycle video. I love all the courses you do, but  ‘life circles’ has been excellent … thank you 🙏 

I know I have heard you talk about shame before several times, but today I REALLY HEARD it.

As I listened to you, It felt like I was suddenly being pounded by golf ball sized hail stones! Followed by feeling of heaviness deep within my belly.

I have experienced much dissolution of some heavy stuff since we worked together on Reset last year. Recently though there has been an increasing intensity of ‘nudgings’ so obvious that there’s still more to be seen.

Could it be that the encrusted,deeper layers are actually revealing a lifetime of a spider’s web of shame, that hasn’t been available to be even noticed by an unstable fragile system. Almost like the genius of the mind-body system was in protection mode until it was really ready? 

Its like there has been exhumation of some sort today! It feels uncomfortable but comfortable in a strange way.

Does this make any sort of sense ?