Letting go: listener description

Back to that old feeling of not being able to move on.

Why is it that moving on seems impossible to some and easy for others

Is it because the memories make the feeling seem real still and yet my life is moving faster now that age is creeping in?

It’s like an extremely windy day and if the grip of the hand wrapped around the pole loosens, being sucked away. Ouch, a passing thought right then came to light when writing this, trying to show something. 

My life feels like this, trying to show me something. Letting go, it’s this, yet memories hold life together, feels like no memories no life.

Yet here my body is, resting writing this, a knowing that it’s present, a million miles have passed by, is the holding on the process of letting go, to free kife from this entanglement x