How to Cope With Anxiety About Drinking

I found that especially in a larger gathering nobody notices anyway so I'm not explaining it to anyone. For me the danger is to get preachy or self-righteous about it and I know that I really have to guard against that because I can be like an evangelist about stuff that I really believe in. People who want to pressure me to have a drink you know I'm not interested in discussing it with them um because they're not at a place where they really want to hear what I have to say yeah. Those are the people who are generally really supportive and that really get it. The last time we were drinking was one of the most enjoyable times we were cracking up also getting into