My Dad and My Mumma Worked the Same Way

I've found, over the years, hard to form relationships, especially romantic ones. My mumma dad would argue with each other all the time. So i grew up with this opinion in my head that romantic relationships meant this imprisonment and this inability to move. And it was just a horrible negative construct in my head my whole life. When i was about 14 and i started to like girls, and girls started to come into my life, i would do anything in my power to avoid the commitment or the relationship. I'm incredibly thankful for that,. although it meant that they weren't around as much to sort of parent to me. This kind of leads on to the bad sides, the negative