How Did You Get to That Point of Happiness in a Relationship?

I think I started connect with you probably two and a half three years ago when I moved out lay and I came over to your house and malibu a few times. How did you get to that point of being like? Okay, this is This is the one I'm happy. I'm gonna be monogamous. And so but if you think about it, okay, if he's just gonna be single or unattached or I'm just gonna be able to do whatever I want You know, it's like a bird that's not able to laugh. It gets exhausting and really like just going through the processes which we can discuss by which I was actually able to kind of get rid of