What Does Peace Feel Like When You're in the Room of Doom?

There was always this sense of, like, it will be ine because there was a sense of she might die, but that's not the endye? Like, its not the end. And so, particulary the beginning, i very much had in mind that kind of a, you know, David who grieves while his child is alive and then e stops grieving when a child dies. There was very much that sense in my mind of like, well, if she dies, it's not the End for us. You know? It would be devastating, and it will be incredibly painful and hard to get up and do life. So i suppose i just never doubted the