My First Relationship Helped Me Get Over the Intimacy Boundary

i don't think i would have ever had that kind of break through if i wouldn't have, you know, had my first relationship. I just boys did not exist to me after that, for like two years. Ah, and then i got a crush on another boy, because,you know, you can't hide for long. And then that became my first boy friend. But the problem doesn't end there. Because although my first relationship helped me get over the intimacy boundary that i had,. It didn't help with my self esteem. My self esteem was still pretty bad. A few things that noticed about my generally bad self esteem was that my bad self esteem caused me to allow