Having a Jewish Day School

i think of being an artist as almost like a type of religion, because you do have guidance that you have to follow. And it doesn't have a moral quality to it, except that hopefully it comes with the belief that it's possible to add to the world and make your community better. I just remember thinking, if there are experiences be had that are like quite unquite mystical experiences, i want to have one of my own. It was sort of just like this on going thing, like, i mean, i started studying daoism in chinese master amoeba class. Then when i looked through all kinds of things  and how different they were from each other