The Bloodlust of the Creator Clash

I think that I decided to do creator clash because I was like bored and sad. You know, like COVID really took a toll on me. And so they asked me specifically, like, do you want to fight air enhance it to the next creator clash? And I was like, okay,. Sure. But then at a certain point when you had a like just as it went on, you're like, why committed? "It's really now starting to set me that it's like in two weeks and I'm going to have to actually go do it"