Getting Access to Allward States

There's a reason, i think, people find altared states attractive. If you dealn with a lot of unhappiness and a lot of despair, altard states become very appealing. The way that were granted access to allward states is primarily through like a legal er stimulants like alcohol. And when you recognize that that stuff can't go on forever, that it's not healthy in some sort of spiritual sense, then you have to find a more responsible way. Luckily, ive got two kids, 11 cats, two dogs. But what about the ten we've got? And then, o what's one more? What does it matter?