Are You OK?

i was on an h one b visa, which is a work visa that needed to be renewed by l u. If they don't renew it, he knew that i would have to go home. My whole family hasn't been back since that kidnapping. And the idea of going back home, for me, was a death sentence. So he was bad. He said to everybody that if i ever tell them anything, do not believe me, because i'm going through some mental stuff.