Discipline Is of Value

I want to be in the process, instead of being outcome oriented. When i get there, i'll be happy. I mean, disciplinei i don't want to underrate discipline. As we look at femininity, it's like the masculine disciplines are the river edges, the banks, and the feminity flows in em. And so if you don't have the banks, you're just everywhere. So discipline is of value. But i want to have joy. No, i mean to make this as pleasant as possible, as joyful as possible, rewarding and fulfilling as possible - right now and in all these moments going forward. It doesn't feel like a struggle. It feels like