The Relief of Telling the Truth

I felt like if I you know got my feelings out and okay, I'm okay now. My first words to her where I Yeah, and I had this big old letter that I was gonna read to her and and and it just I was gonna apologize to her You know because I felt I felt that she was the victim and that I was the one, you know the kid doing wrong But in Instinctively, I just said, you know what I hate you And I just started crying and just and at the end I was like,You know what? I love you and boom. It's pretty crazy. Never did I never did she never she never hugged me Gave me a