Language, I'm Just a Vassal

I don't mean to sound cheesy, but i'm just a vassal. So words come from somewhere else, and they come through my fingers and they go through the keyboardy. There are times when i'm in that zone, and i go back and read what i wrote, and i just say, holy crap. Where did that come from? And i think they're there are those symbols that are put in there, but i can't say that iam consciously doing them. Its i it follows tat. It's a crazy thing. I've started noticing with my writing that i am getting more into that. And i want to know the definition of these words. Yes