What Is the Holocaust Survivors' Obligation?

People talk about survivors guilt right after the holocaust. Is it a phrase that means anything to you how would you describe it? I feel in the sense that survivors obligation the obligation to tell the story and to lead a life that is meaningful because why am i saved if i'm wasting it so most of people that i personally know except my mother were not interested in anything. Did your Jewishness become more important for you than other Jews who survived Auschwitz or was there no God at Auschwitz? "I didn't know what Jewish was  i knew Jewish men death"