The Most Ugly Feeling in Devotion

Mara: We're trying to see the self in relationship with God. Part of seeing this self is start to see how ugly that we've been behaving, how much, like what my ego is myself. And it's great to see that stuff because from seeing it, you get to heal it. You get to fix it. Youget to adjust it. You getting to shed it. Right? Mara: Have you ever felt that way, Mara? The second one. Gunna tara la. Which means thick and thin, thick and irresolute sporadic endeavor in devotion. I'm really into it. I'm not into this. I'm actually a pretender on a regular