The Loss of a Clientel

The loss of my brother has nothing to do with the loss of those two team members. My brain went back to the feeling of loneliness and sadness, and i couldn't help but react from that space. And what ended up happening was i retreated inwards. Was afraid to get close to people again. I was afraid to give my everything to people because if i did, it meant they would leave. It's ok if people leave, it really is. Once i had the tools, i was able to say that, hey, i think it's really fuck and cool, that i'm able to take these two people who really didn't have a clientel, who didn't have that