I'm a Boy Genius. Yeah. Is That a Bad Idea?

I hear from friends that work in different comedy places that like certain writers rooms with a gay person there, whether they're a support person or one of the writers. And then just like ridiculously homophobic, typical guy, asshole stuff. That it just, and it's not everywhere. Even still, if I say something totally normal, or like I have eight apologies and an email for some reason, or before I play a song for someone, I'm like, this is stupid and this part is going to change or whatever. Like we're jealous, not jealous of being an idiot in a room who's loud, but just having a little, like, I feel like I second guess myself.