I'm Not Good Enough

In my world there is no such as a thing is wrong. It's just what you do like taking cocaine it's not wrong it's cocaine but it's going to have its effects right Like drinking alcohol not something that I suggest but you know it's not correct and so over time depending on your constitution you may like tolerate it for a while or you may get some kind of you know disease. So any feeling of fragmentation or separation flies in the face of what we actually feel inherently which is a belonging. If we censor we could do something wrong because we're committed to belonging and being loved we're going to do everything we can to avoid doing something wrong. But that whole process is exhausting