How Do You Get Your Memories Back?

i think the biggest fear is a loss of life. You know, ukrane has been doing remarkable progress despite russian aggression in 20 14. Hundreds of thousands of brave eucranian soldiers are now defending our country and their lives could be terminated from one moment to another. So it's something it's even even hard to express with words what is happening. It seems so sereme. How do you forget your favorite person in the world? 30 years ago, my 14 year old brother was killed by a speeding police car. And just a week or two after he died, i started to forget him. But what if i could get my memories back? I'm alex mc