Where Is God?

C.S. Lewis in one of his books, A Memoir, titled A Grief Observed, wrote about watching his wife die of cancer and then she did die. In that book he was reflecting on that experience and specifically what going through that trial did to his faith. He writes: Meanwhile, where is God? This is one of the most disquieting symptoms of suffering in your spiritual life. When you're happy, so happy that you have no sense of needing him, if you turn to him, you will be or so it feels welcome with open arms. But go to him when your need is desperate, when all other help is vain, and what do you find