Are You Fully Seeing Yourself?

Are you fully, like if you're not willing to look at the money, are you looking at yourself? Are you seeing and fully witnessing your emotions, your feelings, your worthiness. Can i witness them? Can i hold on to that? And can i allow myself to fully make a change? So now we're going to go down to the stock pilin. I don't like using the word hoarding so much. It just feels better in my body. That's just what it does. The energy, it's the energy of trust, is what that is. Is because i don't,. i may not trust myself spending it, or that it'll come back to me