The Longing Is the Grace Is a Connection With the Divine

Pining after god is considered a connection with god and this is where the term the longing is the grace comes from. There's like literally an entire genre of devotional hurry krishna songs which are just about how much they miss krishna but for god so congratulations even if you're not in the heart space and you're just mourning some sense of disconnect that is the connection no way outYou're too far in you can't get out maybe you're trying to trick yourself into thinking there's some way to get out of the situation you find yourself. You know once you go into the rabbit hole you got to keep going to the other side it was  sad oh god