Swimming Lessons as a Child

Emma had swimming lessons as a kid, but didn't really pick it up in school. Then mamum decided t take me to a few extra lessons er and she thought that i could swim by the end of those extra lessons. And what i remember is kind of learning on my back, but i didn't, i don't remember feeling like i left those lessons being able to swim as a child. So i decided to go back to southglade lee senser and get into that pool that i was so scared of when i was seven years old. And i feel like i've spent most of the last eight weeks terrified and anxious. The biggest challenge has been my mental