Is Writing a Process for You?

I used to feel way worse on opening slots. Like I did a whole violent femme's tour and they were all so sweet, but God, their fans did not want to hear my fucking bullshit. They were just like, who the fuck is this? But people who come to my shows now, I'm like, oh, you paid for this. It's like a dominatrix. Yeah, yeah. Is writing a process for you that you have to do or do you make yourself do it?Like do you feel like, oh shit, I'm getting low on songs. Cause I don't write anything. That's, I'm projecting my own sort of like, I