The Human Being's Relationship With the Higher Force of Willpower

How the human being reaches the infinite parts in himself and how does that connect to the infinite for these higher forces that we're talking about. How is all this connected most people you know? I used to play basketball i was a scrub on a college basketball team and i would only get in a game  when when i did get into a game it was always because he either got hurt or will foul doubt so with the culture i had i was expected to perform, nobody felt sorry for me. If i wasn't if i was tied at all frightened frozen i just couldn't do it so i got i hit upon the idea of being in the game before i got in the game It's