I'm Not Afraid of Anger and I Want Someone to Blame and I Don't Want You to Do That

I feel like nine's like the ones that I talked to in myself even there's this huge pressure that just builds up and you're like if I start saying that I'm mad about something it's just gonna be this huge eruption is gonna go on and on. As soon as you start letting a little bit of the pressure out it all starts coming out do you think you're gonna get stuck in that anger or stuck in that? You have to ask do I love this person enough to make myself uncomfortable enough to continue on in the future instead of you know I'm gonna show you love and love until I just can't do it anymore.