Childhood Trauma and Loss of Youth

Tony recounts prolonged sexual abuse at age ten and how it stole his childhood and trust.

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No matter how far you fall, it’s never too late to rebuild your life…

In this episode of Begin Again, DJ Fat Tony sits down for a raw and deeply honest conversation about survival, healing, and what recovery really looks like.

Tony opens up about a childhood shaped by trauma, the chaotic world of London’s club scene, and the years he spent chasing escape in nightlife, fame, and excess. From discovering the dancefloor as a teenager to building a career surrounded by music, fashion, and iconic figures, Tony reflects on the highs that defined an era and the personal battles happening behind the scenes.

With remarkable candour, he shares how unresolved pain, loss, and self-destruction eventually forced him to confront the life he was living. What follows is a powerful story of reckoning, resilience, and the long road to rebuilding a life with honesty and self-respect.

This conversation is not just about the past, it’s about the courage it takes to change, the truth about recovery, and the possibility of beginning again no matter how far you’ve fallen.

Join DJ Fat Tony as he reflects on the moments that nearly broke him, the lessons that saved him, and why transformation is always possible.

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(00:00) Intro

(01:29) Special Letter From His Therapist & Co-Author, Tara

(11:07) Tony on Childhood Trauma and Relationship With His Father

(21:34) Airbnb Ad

(22:40) Bloom & Wild Ad

(23:35) Finding Himself in the Club Scene

(30:33) His Close Friendship With Boy George

(33:16) Tony's Sex, Alcohol, and Drug Addictions

(38:58) DJ Career and Breaking Into Music

(50:10) Tony's Mother’s Hospitalisation and Rock Bottom

(58:35) HIV Diagnosis

(01:00:54) The Path to Recovery