I've Had a Book Come Out, Blank Canvas

When the publisher sent me my 50 copies, it was one of the most emotional experiences of my entire life. It was shame, guilt, embarrassment, every what we maybe call negative emotion, with joy and fulfilment and meaning and passion and purps all flushed in in like a 20 second time period. Andi open myself up to some of my biggest fears, geting at jot ushed. People gan to say, it socks, you know, a terrible writing. You now all thes sel to all the fears that went along through six years. Once a book is out there, it's no longer yours, belongs the world. That 'll be very strange concept