I Fear Reading Erotic Novels

i fear i will never fulfil my dream of being a writer. Although i have started a romance erratic novel, i can't find the time to finish it. I fear driving root one thats ok, those cliffs, my parents used to drive them stoned, and i have such a fear of just falling off of a cliff. Andthat's how i'll die, falling off the cliff, driven by hippies. A, she says, i fear i can’t find oh a. The author also fears reading in erotic books but has not yet read 50 shades of gray.